By murphb1220

This perfectly describes the mixture of feelings which is currently hidden in mind. 

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It's amazing how people could be so optimistic in such a frustrating, heart-breaking situation. The never give up and this is not the end yet -spirits somehow raised my optimum level of #oomphness back. Thanks to you, you, you, you, anddddd YOU for the endless advices, also the motivating sayings such as :

A powerful optimism is needed in handling stress moments especially in studies. Just keep going and never allow the sadness to swallow you up. Never compare with others ; prove to yourself that you can do way better. Always believe in yourself.

I appreciate all the moving words said above, please (if you're reading this), accept my countless thank you(s). These positive thinking people really make my day. :)

Heck yeah.

I guess this is what everybody should learn ;

When you're facing a tough situation in life, gather all the optimism and fight back.

Five more months to go ;

The arrival of the old life where tutorials are mountaining up with new syllabus somehow terrifies me.
The never-ending tasks and assignments are coming back one by one.


Tough life is about to begin again.
The thought of it makes me want to laze, but I can't. I seriously can't this time because it's now or never.


Work hard for yourself, PK. WORK HARD FOR YOURSELF! Most importantly, divide time and have a well-planned-schedule.
"There's no more time for you to waste.", said Ms. G.


Afraid. Gasp. Gulp. Sweats. Jittery!
All sorts of emotions, mixed up, producing the utmost complicated feeling in the world.


Five months seems to be long, but in reality, five months will be a blink of an eye.
Living life to the fullest, here are some of my I-MUST-to-do-list ;



I MUST priortize and control. I MUST speed up. I MUST ask. I MUST dare to be different. I MUST have a thicker-skinned face for my mistakes. I MUST have goals. I MUST be able to say no. I MUST be optimistic. I MUST be determined. I MUST make use of my time. I MUST know what I'm doing. I MUST forgive. I MUST be nice to others. I MUST applied what I have studied. I MUST try. I MUST improve. I MUST enjoy life.

To say is easy as ABC, to act is where one is really tested whether one has the ability to do what that have said.


Prove me right, self. JUST DO IT!
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Approximately, I have another 165 days to wear TAR College's student ID card.
Crap, who do I even count down the days I'll still be at college? :3

Fourteen days from now ;

By Martin Kühn

It's almost the end of April.

Eight more days to a brand new month, eleven more days to my first Moral Education exam and fourteen more days to my GP paper, my first AS paper that I'm going to sit for.

Things I'm gonna do to fully utilise the only time given ;

1) Complete pass year papers.

2) Study like crazy smart.

3) Never stop asking.

4) Compile all the question marks and shoot the lecturers.

5) Fight with Mr. Speed!

6) Ditch social networking sites.

7) Read more.

8) Get enough sleep.

9) Have a balanced diet everyday.

10) Sing incase of mental breakdown.

11) Play like a fool when stress exceeds the limit.

12) Revise. revise. revise.

13) Believe in yourself.

14) Breathe in confidence.

15) Be positive - chanting "I can do this".

16) At no time, say this to yourself : NEVER GIVE UP.

#oomph #oomph, PK. You must must must must work hard! :)

Gotta paste the to-do-list-after-AS-exam-post-it-notes on my wall nao.

Toodles, Earthlings!
xx

Progressing but slowly ;

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So my study progress can be defined as not very good, nor very bad.
I'm accelerating, though slowly unlike anybody else.
I've been one of the most obedient child by not hanging around the cyberweb for a few days, which is something I should be proud of to a Internet-addict person like me. Heh.


Time is forever a good athlete, I, unfortunately is not.
But I can be a good competitor, by beating you, time with my non-giving-up-spirit.
Procrastination and laziness never leave me alone ever since I've came up with a new determination, last week?


They, I would refer as, at no time keep on the good job in attracting and tempting my soft-hearted soul. Say yes, SAY YES! I almost did.
However I came up with a no instead. :]


It's a good start, isn't it?


I want to continue being like this. Work constantly hard (like no one's business) for my future and most importantly, for my dear self. Though great intelligence does not belong to me, but I'd wish to prove that there's always this undescribable struggles or efforts behind every accomplishments in life.


Read more. Do more. Learn more. Give more.


Don't get affected by words. Work extremely hard but smart.
Compete with yourself, rather than comparing your results with the rest. Learn from people's mistakes, and seek for the experts if any question is raised.


Again and again,


NEVER AFRAID TO ASK.
(although it's stupid/embarassing.)


At the end, you get to learn something, isn't it?
:)


Self-control is important. Beat stress, beat stress! :D
So-so,


TIME/PROCRASTINATION,


Do not conclude the winner yet, who knows I might reach the ending point FIRST before any of you did. *smiles


Imma put myself to a stop here before the habit-of-talking-to-self is getting worse.


Hence, goodbye.

Mr Chong said ;

 "I do not like Physic, but I LOVE Physic."

We ended the tutorial class last Friday with loads of words of wisdoms by him. He's still the first Mr. Chong that I know, never stop motivating us, encourage us though the number of people who are taking Physics are dropping badly.

He's sad, curious, and wonder if Physics is really a killer subject.

No it's not. It's not even a murderer, just that many of us I can't get the concept and is not able to solve it with my Mathematical abilities which is.. .. .. not so good.

Gahh. 

"The exam paper was so easy and are form-5-like-questions. Why can't you all answer them?? (scratch head)"

Ouch. Sir, my A- for SPM Physics was a fake one.

"Class, you all are ABCD students, but why you all do not act like one?" (laughs)

Triple ouch. For that statement, I felt extremely guilty. Gosh, why am I even sorted in those classes.

Why oh why.. that my seniors and friends who study the same course as me can excel even in their tests, not to mention the real exam but why not me.

Why can they enjoy their college life and score for their subjects but why not me.

Why oh whyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Seriously speaking, my results suck. I feel embarassed, not pride. Don't ask me why alright. I'm so tired of answering this question.

To fullfill your satisfaction, I might as well just answer : I'm dumb. That's why.

How can I improve you tell me. HOWWWWWW.

I'm standing at the point of a progressive wave, moving up and down like a roller coaster. If I can't even survive for AS, how am I going to get some spaces to breathe for A2? :(

"You MUST do your tutorial straight every time you learn something new. Our memory will deteriorate as day passes. In that way of studying, you and your results will stay consistent, trust me"

Am I too late for that? I should priortize things that I should do, things I should not. Also, I'm not disciplined enough to refrain myself from going online. No one is going to push you, PK. You're already grown uppp!

I should have understand myself well (that I'm a slow learner), I should have started the studies earlier than anyone. I study, but I don't know how to apply in life. Oh that sucks. I make a lot of careless mistakes. I in fact is great in making unforgivable mistakes. I am not hardworking enough. I guess my self-reminder and determination is not enough strong to motivate myself to strive for the best. I stalk too much. I sigh a lot. I am acting like a kid. My optimism seems to be deeeecreasing and is not helping me at all. I feel like giving up but you know me well. I started to lose faith in what I'm doing.. I have low-self-esteem. I have no true talent (don't mention photography, I'll smack you for sure cos' everyone in the world is far more talented than me in that case) I am no good in any particular field nor aspect. (language, calculation, communication, music, art, science, application, etc) I'm good at wasting time. Best of all, I daydream a lot.

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I suck when it comes to all these negative thinkings. I seriously seriously need to be a good time divider, well planner. I need to ban procrastination. I NEED TO BE WAKE UP FROM DREAM AND BE SERIOUS.

"You must change your mindset. I told you this at the beginning of the class, didn't I? "

Yes you do, sir. I always remind my brain about it but it slowly fades away.. 

Fortunately, I do not hate Physics as how I hate it before, not only after I learn chapter Wave from Mr Hoo. He makes the whole lesson really interesting with his motion and stuffs. He's a god damn good lecturer that cannot be found else where :) But I don't seem to understand fast on what he said, cos' you know, I am NOT a quick thinker, and learner. He can't bear with my slowness, so I in turn should pace up to share the same speed as him. It's not easy, dear readers. It is not.

"Mr. Hoo is a great lecturer. He is by far more experienced than me. I taught for 12 years but he on the other way round taught for 30 over years! If I were his student, I would really enjoy learning from him"

That's undeniably true. Mr Hoo is extremely kind, soft-hearted and lovely :) I feeeeeel extremely bad when I can't answer his question most of the time :( My notes before was almost like a pile of shit.

I merely can't understand what he was teaching at all (those times when I hate Physics). At that time, I was nearly gave up, planned to drop Physics but thanks to chapter Wave and Elasticity, I found hope that I am not actually that bad in Physics. I just need practice and understanding the concept. That's all. 

 By scui3asteveo

"You all don't just study for exam. It's the knowledge that's important. You must enjoy while studying and for that, you'll remember forever, even ten years after you married."

Totally agree. Lately, since August, the trend was studystudystudystudyjustforexam. This time, I studystudystudyjustforscholarship. Godz, what izz life?

I actually hate being like that. Being pressured like crap. Being forced to study.

Hell, I am not enjoying what I have studied at all. I study for my benefit, my knowledge, my future, not for exam. Everyone should has this kind of mindset in their brain. Really.

Now, I am free from all these tension. I must tell myself, "You must know all these. These are common sense. THESE ARE YOUR FUTURE!"

"If you want to score for Physics, you must first master your Maths. Physics are all about concepts. Once you understand the concept, the only thing that you'll need to deal is, Mathematics"

When he said that, I was desperate looking for a huge hole to bury my head in. I told 'ya (that my Maths ain't good), I am re-thinking, am should I really take Physics as one of my subject?

*wonders

Chinese usually are the one who can very good results for Maths, but not me. It's miserable, I know.

I didn't even complete the tutorials and extra exercise that Mr. Lee gave. Ha, serve me right for getting such shitty results.

In spite of all the mentions above, I still have this little faith on myself. I really do :)

Once the game is not over, I'll still have lots of life to keep the game going. I have told myself in the last few posts, that I WILL BE STANDING proudly with other students, holding the A grade tightly, for all subjects of course!

I want to become the person who enjoys college life rather than studying blindly, stressfully. It's just a matter of fact whether I CAN or CANNOT divide my time properly for all these stessed life and relaxed life. (I wonder how many times have I repeated this )

I hate being looked down. I DISLIKE people giving me that look which says that I can't do it.

Few days ago, my name was being called during the lecture hall by Mr. L, my maths lecturer due to my oh-so-beautiful-careless-mistakes :/ :/

Ridiculously, he called me "Tan PK" like wtf yo. My surname is LEE not TAN.

Whatever bullcrap it was, I did not take that seriously so forget about it :) But the way he humiliated people was rather hurtful.

Later on, he showed me that kind of hand sign which tells me that "you're dead, you're dead" (TOUCHWOOD!) when I got back my paper.

I know sir. I totally suck. You don't need to add salt into the bleeding wound alright?

He started to make his comparison, then he said , "If your friend (whoever's name)  can do it, why you cannot?"

Due to enough embarassment, I didn't know what to respond to him. I just showed my fake smile, indicating that I understood and you don't need to explain further.

He's very mean sometimes (even I knew he was just joking)

The worst was he predicted those who can, and those who can't sustain their scholarship. When he pointed at me, he immediately shook his head. (HOHMYGAWD)

That's a curse, I'm sure.

Sir, I want you to get your fact straight. Listen to me, (if you happened to read this someday), I, LPK, who has the similar surname as you, will prove you wrong that I CAN FREAKING SCORE for Maths. You shall just wait patiently and observe my marks flying up bit by bit. Don't you give up on me yet, because I'll still put all my hope on you although you made fun of me (at times).

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"So in order to score Physics, your Maths must be good".

You hear that, PK. 

YOU HEAR THAT.

Week 1 : I Survived ;

" Hereby, I'm announcing that you're now finally a legal Tarcian. Congratulations, LPK!"

(background : thunders of applause)

*bows

My pleasure ;D
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Have you been waitinggggg for a new blogpost from me?? YES YES YES? 8D
or..
no. no. NO? 8(
Either way(!) I'm sorry for the late update, because you know.. I was busy with friends' updates in facebook :P Yea, facebook is a great place for you to get lazy.. FOR A WHILE. lol

My college study life has like.. officially started and to be freaking honest, I almost forgotten what I've learned in Form 4 and 5's Physics. REALLY!
*sink my head on the mud

My Physic lecturer (Mr Hoo) was fast. Too fast that I can't really catch up on what he said. He must be assuming that everyone was familiar with the formulas and know what he was teaching. Yeh yehh yehh. But not me :B
Thankfully, it was only the first topic, which was rather understandable, and not that complicated YET :X

Then, I met my classmates (some of them were doing their respective introduction and started talking already!) Omgomgomg. And then! There was a girl, smiled at me. Without further doubt, I smiled back! HEHEHE. Thennnnn, she's my officially new friend. JENG JENG JENG 8D Her name is  Siew Hui btw. :)


Let me introduce you my lecturers throughout the 1.5 years.
Biology 
(lecture) : Ms. Chong (favourite)
(practical and tutorial) : Mr Danny (part time lecturer)

Chemistry 
(lecture) : Mr. Siva (favourite)
(Tutorial) : Mr Keong (one funny man, he's fun! Hahaha)
(Practical) : Ms. Choong (strict)


Physics 
(lecture) : Mr. Hoo
(tutorial) : Mr Chong KK [he made Physics sounds so funnn :D :D Favourite (Soon to be) ]
(practical) : Mr Tan


Mathematics (Pure and Applied)
(lecture and tutorial) : Mr Lee (Very attentive and has a good sense in remembering faces 0__0 )


General Paper : Ms Joanna :)
Malaysian Studies : Mr Long ( Scary. strict. :O )


The end.
Looking back, I have one set of GREAT Chem lecturers, which I should be really grateful :)
As in for all the lectures, all the SN12 (A, B, C, D) classes sit together in  a HUGEEE-air-conditioned-lecture halls. (Note to self : ALWAYS BRING A SWEATHER WITH YOU) :B
Here are some funny jokes or phrases or so called "QUOTES" from several lecturers. Have fun reading :P


"I'm going to tell u something simple, its that chemistry isnt something simple"
"I won't let you sleep. Everyday I will come and knock you with a HAMMER!"
I'll not leave you alone, I'll tie you with a string and pull you along!


In the courtesy of Mr S :)


During Maths (both tutorials and lectures)...


I sold you ah. (I show you ah)
Let me  sold you the easiest way to solve this. (Let me show you the easiest way to solve this)


Like most of us heard "show" as sold.. Lol
But never underestimate him. He's good in remembering faces, otherwise we will be REMEMBERED foreverrr. So we must act smart and follow all his instruction though he brings a lot of joy during his class :) Bah kata pepatah Phua Chu Kang : No play play ah! ;D


Bio facts.
Ms C : What's the biggest cell that you know?
Guys and girls : Ovummmmmmm! (followed by some laughs)
Ms C : No.
Us : Huh? *puzzled
A girl : Ostrich
Ms C : You're almost there. C'mon. Have some guess!
A girl : Ostrich's egg
Ms C : Yes, you're right!
Us :  8O
Ms C : The egg is considered as one cell. So if you're eating an egg everyday, you're consuming A CELL daily.
Us : lol


Mr. Chong
"Sejarah can help me to cut people" (inner jokes) xD
"It's very important to change our mindset" (Very true) :)


Gahahaha. I'm sure you're entertained by all these eye-catching phrase .... ;D or maybe.. not.


Anyway, I've interacted with 2/3 of my classmates. Knew their names and already mixing quite well with them! Hahahaha.
Just for your info, my classmates are from the all over Malaysia. Well, literally.
A few from Perak, Negeri Sembilan, Johor, Selangor, Pahang, and Sarawak if I'm not mistaken. Too bad there's no one from Penang :( Hahahaha.
That's like kind of cool because you got to be friend with people from all over the Peninsular Malaysia (almost) and a part of the West Malaysia :D
Well oh well, my class was a little bit passive, as in when we were being questioned by several lecturers, all of us went completely SILENT and many fake invisible crows were passing by. (if you get what I mean xD)
Sometimes, a few of us answered though, which made the situation less awkward. HAHAHAHA.
(What the crap, I sounded like a maniac :B)
HOWEVER, I don't think my classmates are thaaaat passive afterall. I found some loud people and geeees, we can be very "loud" so soon. Aha, that's awesome :DD


Skip the classmates story.
Back to study.
Yeeeeap. Study is essential to all students. Seniors adviced me to study consistently which I should be doing now, not fooling around anymore.
I am determined and NEVER letting facebook or any addictive site to destroy my poor time management again. NOT AGAIN.
I can play, but study HARDDDD and SMARTTTT at the same time. If time is balanced well for both criteria, my life would be perfect. ;]
Seriously, PK. Time management, time management! :B

In the meantime, I've encountered zero problem while travelling to college via train, LRT and bus. It's just a little exhausting, (if you know that our Malaysia commuter is famous with stuffing yourself with PEOPLE (oh, breathe)  like a meat between the burgers during the AWESOME peak hours). 
That's the worst moment someone can have in a day.
Dear everyone, please, I mean PLEASE let all the passengers step out of the train before entering, can't you? Please respect the others and be considerate. The train isn't being named by your grandfather's name so, be cooperative and respectful. Thank you and goodbye.

I don't want to let you see my so fugly Student ID card :P

Lately, there was this corrosive liquid splash case happening around WM (Wangsa Maju) area, dear ladies (note to self) especially to those who travel to Tar College by train and college bus. Please be extra mindful and careful! :(

Ahh. I've nothing to rant, as I canNOT complain because life is LIFE. No matter how tough life is, I have to face them positively. I don't wish to repeat the same rantings like how I used to. LIFE IS FUN (note to self again) A person only have a chance to live once and I am so going to enjoy my college life no matter what. :D

PS : Be hardworking, PK. You're not the only scholarship holder in your class. People have started to study. What did you do? Please, PK please. For your own sake, please be hardworking.

PSS : Don't stress yourself too much. Life is DULL without some fun *smirks

Timeless being ;

Am I updating about college life?
Oh yes.

But you gotta wait,




















patiently. 


:)

No more excuses ;

If you think that you have a lot of time left before SPM, please go and knock yourself, PK. It's time to wake up and work terrible-horrible-hard.

It's now or never.

Gahhhhhhhhhhhh.
Internet, please say goodbye to me please and thank you!

SSS ;

I've been thinking of what to blog these days. It's not that I don't have any idea to blog about, but it's just that I have endless and countless of crazy ideas to blog about. I am serious, you know.

... Nahhh. Ignore the word > serious. I am just kidding. ;)

Lately, I've been quite excellent in procastinating, did not treasure time but INSTEAD, I've been wasting time on some good-for-nothing activities. Seriously, this drug is too addictive. You know what I mean. The Internet, of course!
I used to tell myself, Hey you would not die due to that. You will survive without that drug. My excuses like " Hey, let's relax for 5 minutes". The words RELAX FOR FIVE MINUTES failed me. It turned to 5 hours. Fantastic? I suppose.Tumblrfacebookflickr - the brand new drugs for me. *smack head*
I just can't resist myself from seeing those photographers posting new photos in flickr, friends' update in facebook and also awesome tumblr's inspirational posts.

Oh GOD. Save me. SMS! [Save my soul ]

I've been advising people to stop online activities, yet I am the one who is keep doing all these. Lol, I deserve a good, tight slap, seriously.

SPM is approaching.

Which also means, high school life is ending. DoubleSadFace.
Woooo. That approaching indeed sounds scary. :O Time's running, everything's coming to an end and and and it's already October.

No more tuition after this, no more tuition for the rest of the life. Awwww man! I will be missing those awesome bunch of jokers who just can't stop repeating the same, stupid jokes, the ultimate geniuses who look ego but can answer teacher's questions like for hundred million times [that hit me, you know] and the beauties who can't stop flirting with other guys and try their best to wear their best outfit! Woah, like seriously, they are one awesome bunch of same-age-people I've ever met anywhere. LOL > What will they become in the future, I really really WONDER.

Tuition teachers that teach me this year are Mdm Susan, Pn Sumathi, and Mr Kiru for Chemistry, Physics and Additional Mathematics respectively. I LOVE Mdm S's class. ;) She's the one who made me fell in love with Chemistry this year after horrible hatred towards that subject due to so-you-know last year. She really really inspired me ;) I'm gonna make her something! :D Pn Sumathi is good too, I should have joined the tuition class early of the year. Mr KIRU is one funny man. Wise and practical, he never fail to make students to go HA-HA-HA. His jokes are cool enough to let you roll on the floor, laughing :D

Speaking of high school life, I would definitely miss my teachers. Needless to say, they are the best educatiors of all. ;) I am planning to spend some time to make some cards for them too.
You see, all these stuffs need time. And if you filled something to waste your time, I can gurantee you, you will have a productive day, without realising that time actually passes. Pn Sumathi said today, " You need to find time. Reduce your sleeping hours. *laughs*" Yes, I'm agree with that. BUT, reducing sleeping hours? No man. Because, Pn L and Mdm S told me before that, "Don't make yourself too tired. Human needs 8 hours of sleep. Go and enjoy yourself before you start your studies." Ahhhh, that sounds better ;) All these thoughts are rewinding in my brain, trying to remind me that time is really really precious.

Therefore, I need to make some plans. Just before SPM tasks, I shall

• Study History and Biology again. This time, seriously and perfectly.
• Make handmade cards for dearly teachers and a tuition teacher.
• Do Add Maths exercise everyday.
• Stop Less hanging around in this lifeless cyber world
• Enjoy the last few weeks of school life.
• Snap as many pictures as possible.
• Learn to say NO to improper and not important stuffs.
• Focus on studies. Study smart, play hard ;)
• Shop for gladiators!
• Recelebrate Mum's birthday
• Sleep for at least 8 hours everyday.
• To post short blog post if I got the time to :P
• Speak perfect-o language ;)
• Enjoy life.
• Stay positive and be happy! No moody moody.
• Practice the self-motivating-i-can-do-it chant every hour!
• Smile at you, you, you and YOU!

Life's too short for anything else, I tell you. After these two months, everyone will be going to their separate ways.
Sometimes, it's the matter of being hardworking or lazy.

Once you've been practicing lazying around, I can assure you, you are not going to success. Yes, this message is to everyone including me who is still in a hell-lazy-world. Wake up, wake up, wake up. Hard works can really lead you to the stairs of success. I know my ability and you should know yours too. Track all your weaknesses and focus on your strength. Always learn from mistakes instead of ignoring them. Revise over and over again until you can memorise every single word of them. Believe me, that really works for me when I was in FORM THREE during PMR :P Lol, I still got the guts to say PMR nao as I am taking SPM this year. Mehhh, I believe that I can apply this for SPM too? Not impossible, right?


So I'm going to.. ;
*NOT stress myselff up. Play IADVICEMYSELFTO Play! Go enjoy myself!
*It's the month of doing lots of exercise for every subjects. It's call REVISING, babehh :)
*Smile and smile again! :D
cos I know, in that way of ..

Got it?
*winks*

Hai awak ;

Counting down, 

TRIALS IS ON THIS THURSDAY.

*boo cheers*

Feelings : Extremely nervous, probably can faint at anytime

Am I ready? : Sakai question, NO like duhhh.

What am I doing here? Blog, wth

Have you done studying? Absolutely, NOT YET. *smack head*

Then, what are you going to do? Study and revise and do all my best?

Which are the subjects that I am very afraid of? 

ADD MATHS

SEJARAH 

BIOLOGY

PHYSICS

CHEMISTRY

ACCOUNTS

What's my hope? To get at least all A- or A or A+

Can you do it? I HOPE SO

Now, let's flip boooooooooook!

Byebye. 

Wish me luck. I'll do my very best for BM and English this Thursday and Friday.

:)

Weekly Dose ;

"The road of success is always under construction" -Anonymous 

This anonymous is HYPER cool weyh ;D

This quote is so true. INDEED, I'm still working hard. Whenever there's people asking me,

" How's your preparation? "

I sighed and answered,

"Errrrr. Not that good."

OR more commonly,

"Suckass"

My studies for this week was abit VERY urmmm-ahhhh-eeeee-oooooh, yes! pathetic. [Man, thinking for so long for just a word] Sigh much.

I went nowhere but stayed at home, facing BOOKS. 

Yes, school text books, revision books, referrence books, story books, or whatever with the named, BOOKS.

No internet. No entertainment. No updates. No anything.

Life's cooler without them, LMAO! I'm saying this for real. Leaving the internet world alone wouldn't do me any harm, don't you think so? :D

BUT, it's kind of suffering to live without them for the first few days, cos' I've been used to online almost everyday, so it's like a basic daily routine to me. 

Hmmmm well. I got my 1-hour entertainment at the very least!

Ngeheh, TV is my best friend for now, yawwwwwwwww ;D

That short-1-hour-singapore-drama-series showing at ntv7 is funny and awesome. I am automatically cheered up after watching that. ;D

PLUS, there are a lot of shows during Raya. You know I will be drooling for those MTV Video Awards, Grammy Awards, or whatever award-related-show.

So, watching TV is a must activity for me, well pretty much everyday ;D

Yayhay.

I am not lifeless without internet though :P I still got TV. Heee ;D

Anyhooo, I still tweet LIKE usual using pa's phone.

I'll get screwed by pa pretty soon once he get the latest telephone bill. SHOOT. D:

Nothing much I guess. To ease my uhhh-i-hate-to-study-all-day-TENSION, I went to book fair with pa and jie XD

It has been *counts* TWO to THREE years since the last time I went to KLCC.

Yes, you hear me right, How long is that ?

I miss KLCC. :)

The goodies there are pretty expensive I tell you. Do NOT bring only RM 100 note when you are in the mood of shopping, especially at KLCC. 

I TELL YOU, you can buy nothing but a pair of normal-looking pair of sandals I suppose.

Phewww. Book fair wasn't thaaaaaaaat interesting. Pffffts, I said so because I was only there for 2 hours, lol. Pa's rushing back cos' he had something to doin the evening.

I bought Cecelia Ahern's The Book Of Tomorrow and Alexandra Potter's Be Careful What You Wish For. They looked sort of interesting than any other books there.

There are 12 novels still UNREAD in my book shelf now. Wow. :O 

Nevermind that, I WILL SUCK ALL OF THEM right after my SPM :D

I Promise. ;)

Met up with Fong and Wan Ying, both of them bought their respective stationaries and books.

Here's a picture of me and FONG! the yi lin  XD

My new facebook profile picture, anyway ;)

Quote Pn S : "Bintang FILM" aka " FILM STAR" . They shine like star! XD

I guess you don't understand what am I saying? Nevermind that, you don't need to. :)

Of course, 1 week didn't online is like HELL, I WANT TO ONLINE. I WANT TO ONLINE! *chant non-stop*

But soon, I'll overcome it and replace that chant with HELL I WANT TO EXCEL, I WANT TO EXCEL!

Sounds better?

:)

I miss tumblr like super badly. I am missing those inspirational posts and amazing photography pictures from those tumblr-ers. Sigh big time, buddy :(

Neway, I've came across the liked posts, one of my like is this, 

(Click to enlarge)

I am SO going to do these ;DD

...

There's one more week to trials?

Oh my gosh. *sweats* Alright, chill. I'm here to relax, to blog my hearts out, not to get all my tense up again.

Oh well, I know I can't finish studying them but I'll try my very best to study smart, not hard.

Study hard ain't working at times like this. Seriously.

I think I should end my weekly crap here. Will update next week?

Hopefully.

Toodles.

GOOD DAY.

Ohhhh WAIT,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA 

to all my Muslim friends! :DDD

Don't forget my green packet wokayyyyyyy ? 

*winks*

See you soon

Shhhh. Heart-to-heart <3

A heart-to-heart reminder,

SPM Trials is in 30 days.

Which is so equilvalent to

1 month.

:O

A heart-to-heart message;

If you guys have been relaxing for some time, now it's the time to read and revise,

not online like nobody's business anymore.

Work hard, people.

A heart-to-heart advice ;

A heart-to-heart smiles,

I'm so gonna live with the "I can do it" title.

A heart-to-heart waves;

Goodbye! :)