Story of my life #1 ;

#asanursingstudent

Note : A lot of medical jargons are used here. I'm afraid you will not understand what I am saying here unless you google. It's okay if you skip this, but if you insist on reading, you're welcome to!


Semester two ;
One word to sum it all : BASIC.
All my first time was dedicated to these 10 precious weeks of postings.

Vital signs, bed making, bed bath, perineal care, subcutaneous injections, blood glucose monitoring, giving oxygen therapy, disposing urine, recording I/O chart, TPR chart, dengue chart, positioning, assisting patient in activities of daily living, handwashing and so much more.

For my first 5 weeks at PD,
I had familiarized myself with procedures like bed bath and perineal care because in PD, you get plenty of those procedures (during my time) because there were quite a number of bed ridden patients. We also have came across patients who are morbidly obese (it was stated in the case notes :B ) and I was always very scared to take blood pressure from them because either the cuff cannot fit or the machine will give no reading. Heh, but it was manageable after that.


Of course, there was a lot of frustrating moments especially when we did things "slowly" and made a lot of mistakes although we had been reminded several times. :(
But all of us managed to buck up and remained positive throughout the posting.
I still remember there was one time this patient was suspected to have MERS coronavirus and I didn't know it. I took his vitals in the morning without wearing any P.P.E. (personal protective equipments). The moment I knew when the staff nurse informed me... 

I was like, holysh*t, sh*t, sh*t. What should I do now??


After the unnecessary worries, the patient was finally ruled out from having MERS. 
The instant relief within me... Phew! *wipe sweats* 

Lesson learnt : ALWAYS know patient's diagnosis/conditions/underlying conditions before attend to patient!

Then for another 5 incredible weeks at Seremban, we also did more or less the same thing.. just that it was way busier at HTJ's medical ward. Time passed very fast there and I was glad to learn many valuable lessons during my tough-stressful time there :)

I had my second and third (and probably fourth) time giving subcutaneous injection at HTJ. Needless to say, I was very very nervous because giving people injection was my fear and I had to face it and conquer it.
Thanks to Ms. A, (although trembling) I had the most strict yet the best guidance under her and strangely speaking, I am not afraid anymore :)

In PD, five of us got the chance to observe abdominal paracentesis and also insertion of internal jugular catheter whereas in Seremban, we managed to look at how a catheter was placed for peritoneal dialysis and also how last office was done by the KKM students. My first time again, and I already felt the coolness being in the hospital! Hahaha #whatnoobyusuallysays

Honestly speaking, I tend to get excited easily when I heard any new conditions. In semester two, Steven Johnson syndrome, psoriasis and eczema sounded really new to me, believe or not I once thought that patients who have eczema can easily spread to other people by contact. But after some thorough research, I knew that I was wrong. #whatnoobysays

Haha, after ten weeks of postings, 6 working days a week, I must say that I was very glad to be back home! Prolly I can't stand the life - the life of having only one day of weekend. /sobs/
Don't know whether I can still move on and get used to the life in the upcoming sems.

-Fast forward-

Semester three ;

Hey ho!
In this semester, we have learnt more in depth about what we learned in semester two.
*Condition
*Pathophysiology
*Investigations
*Treatment (Medical and Surgical) including medications
*Nursing care/responsibilities
*Health education

The systems we learned were Respiratory system, Cardiovascular system, Haemopoietic system, Gastrointestinal system and Endocrine system.
It was pretty hectic but we made through all these five systems and I'm proceeding to semester four (tomorrow), woohoo!

So during clinical posting (or hospital attachments) at dear HTJ,

First day at medical ward : Orientation. Briefing. The environment of the hospital surprised all of us. New curtains, the floor is somehow cleaner and more sparkling than before. Things are neater! I have to give two thumbs up for the major improvement :)

Second day : Observation of BMAT (Bone Marrow Aspiration Trephine) procedure O_O

It was pretty traumatizing for me. I simply can't imagine how the patient felt that day. I'm sure it was a horrifying experience for him too.

Week two, third day : Observation of liver biopsy done by a specialist, a nice and kind hearted doctor :))

The rest of the three weeks : I had my first try on NGT (nasogastric tube) feeding and removal. I was lucky to get to carry out one of the blood transfusion procedures in the ward. 
Not to mention, I had plenty of chances doing ECG at cardiac clinic. Ohh, there were a few echocardiography and stress tests for us to observe as well :) Then the normal routines (which I practised in semester two) was carried out as usual.


Anything more interesting?
Well I guess it's a yes because there was this one day I finally encountered with a 'brilliantly' smelled stool called, Melena stool. I don't mean to be rude but I almost fainted that morning when carrying out perineal care with my colleague and my dear tutor. What's worse was, the patient can't stop passing motion because the night staff nurse gave him enema which I believed he was scheduled for colonoscope in the afternoon. :/

Other than that, I guess it was so far so good. The learning experience was awesome as we get to relate better with patient's condition, investigation, and also our responsibilities. 

Some new conditions that I came across this semester include : Nasopharyngeal cancer, mitral stenosis, thalassemia, pantocytopenia, malathion poisoning, myeloid leukemia, sickle cell anemia, patient with Charcot foot, Noonan syndrome, acute myocardial infarction (Killip classification) , Meliodosis and many more.

Under ms. V's guidance I have learnt tremendous amount of lessons - about patients, patient's conditions, our nursing roles and also about life.

The one thing I must say that I have great respect for her is the professionalism in her when she's at work. She gave us a lot of motivational and constructive comments which helped us a lot in improving our skills, theories and also as a person. /very very grateful/ 

"There's a diamond in each of you right here *in your heart*. As you go forward, you'll get better each day. As you move forward, the diamond will be slowly polished and soon,

 you all will be shining"

..................... Moving on to another 5 weeks at surgical female ward,
I went with zero expectation and came out with countless of amazing experiences.

The ward was way more relaxing than medical ward, nonetheless.
I had many chances to carry out dressing for different types of wounds - fungating breast, bed sores, venous ulcer, pinsite, etc.
Sadly I didn't get the chance to carry out wound packing YET. Hopefully in the coming semesters I will be able to do that dressing :)

As our clinical assessment was approaching, we also took opportunities to practise health assessment as much as we can as a preparation for the coming exam. 
Thank god, we all did fine on the actual day of exam (though I must say I was very nervous). Still, whether it was good or bad I am thankful for their overall comments. :)

I guess the highlight of my working experience in surgical ward was catching maggots from a wound, cleaning fungating breast (wound), giving enema to an elderly patient and also removing staples from a patient's surgical wound.
Removing staples wasn't really tough for me. As I tried to remove using the technique learnt, I comforted the patient at the same time, trying to ease the tension and nervousness. In the end I managed to remove at least 8 of the 30 staples, whereas the rest of the staples were removed by my fellow colleagues :)

I am sure you are intrigued when I mentioned catching MAGGOTS from a wound. Yes reader, you read that right.
I swear it was one of the most disgusting moments I've had but it was fun! lol #whatnoobysays Hahaha, out of nine big FAT maggots which love sloughy tissue so MUCH, I managed to catch 3 out of the 9 big FAT maggots. Not bad for a first timer huh, self achievement unlock! #whatnoobysays :B

On another note, I WISHED I had the chance to change colostomy bag for at least once but too bad I hardly get any. Just managed to observe my friend doing it :) 

And for the last two weeks at surgical ward, we had our time to visit endoscopy rooms to observe colonoscopy, endoscopy, ERCP, and insertion of PEG tube! Didn't have the privilege to observe bronchoscopy though :(
The time spent at scope rooms wasn't as boring as the time I had at cardiac clinic, to be honest. At least, I get to see different type of images when the specialist was doing the job, haha. The best part was when the surgeon explained to us and probed our critical thinking by asking us questions.
It's something I will not forget. The humor, the experience, the 'first try', the interaction.. Thank you, Dr. M :)


All in all, I enjoyed my posting very much. I even felt reluctant to come back, can you believe it?? #whatnoobysays
Hahaha neway, I want to thank tutors, fellow classmates and medic students (friends) who are willing to guide/teach/discuss cases with me. It was fun learning from each other, hopefully we'll do the same for the rest of the semesters and during our working life of course :D


Hehehe, more exciting stories to come (I'll blog about it if I have the time)!
Thanks for reading, dear reader. Till then  :)

Counting stars ;

Picture from ;

Weather has been shifting from breezy to sunny (with the increasing temperature) lately.

The sky, is nonetheless beautiful, especially at night. Up til' now, last night was the second time I spotted many stars twinkling, winking at its best at human beings on Earth :P I was excited to see such unusual sight after such a long time of cloudy-moody sky (I seriously couldn't recall when was the last time I saw this amount of stars), it's time for the sky to be completely clear from clouds and filled with moon and stars! :>

Wipe your laptop/desktop screen, they are not dust.

They are real stars! Le phone could only capture the brightest stars (of course this wasn't snapped in one shot, it's a collage of a few shots, merged into one ) Through my naked eyes, the stars on the bottom left (the one in a rectangle box) were the most sparkling, big, and best twinkling stars among all! However from your view, they look the same like the rest don't they?

Recorded (through observation) : 36 stars at home, 25 stars in front of the KTM. I found the Crux constellations!! :D /that excited face/

Reality : There are more stars, unseen, but still twinkling of course :)

The view of the night was even awesomer with planes passing by through the stars, making it looks like a bunch of meteors.

Too bad that my camera couldn't snap a photo of the stars at all unless I have a tripod -even resting it on a bench isn't good enough :(

But meh meh, that (the photo)'s the best my phone could snap.
Here's another achievement unlock - challenge phone camera's limitations in snapping starry sky :D

.....

If you noticed the blog title, I put "Counting Stars". Ever thought of asking why?

Haha nevermind, lemme tell you ;

Because it was what I did the moment I saw a clear sky with lots of  tiny lights winking at me /self laughs/

I'm sure the people at Kajang KTM bus stop were curious looking at me tilting and rotating my head while pointing and counting, then repeat again, lol. And once I got back home, after my dinner, I went to my garden, looked up and started counting again. XD

Sounds so childish right?

Idk why, it's just my favourite thing to do. Admiring the sky -no matter day or night, getting hyped up all about it and eventually I'll bring out my camera/phone to capture the moment I enjoy.
Well that's just me :)

And I just had my Human Bio exam yesterday afternoon, bro said
"You've tried your best. Take a break!"

That's the most rewarding advice I've ever heard from him! #woohoo

So that's what I did. Relaxed myself by doing silly things that I love, hehe.

Oh anyway, after some short hiatus from the hectic-ness of my life (everybody knows that), this is my official first blogpost of the year!

HAPPY 2014, peeeeeople!

(Hope I'm not too late to wish you all this, although the calendar is already at the second month of the year, heh)

As usual, NYR and MORE updates are gonna be in the next post.

Wonder what NYR is?

Stay

tuned!

Dear Babi H,

As promised, this is a special blogpost for you.
A month ago, you were having your exam at a little place called 'Davangere', while I was busy having a community project at Ti-ratana houses, Sri Petaling and another community project for old folks (My Father's Home) at somewhere near the Curve in the evening. It has been a fruitful day for me, what about you?
I felt a pang of guilty for not making an official status/post for you during your birthday. But I didn't have the time to be in contact with dear internet that day, so I didn't manage to post anything special for you :(
Butbutbut I did wish you on whatsapp didn't I? :P Hehehehe

So HERE I am, after one solid month, I'm writing something about you, for you.

Here's a little description about this Babi H. Don't float ok. :P
SHE has been a friend of mine since 2011, still is my friend, my buddy even to be exact.
Been through up and down with her, she is the one who always keeps me a company, my one and only wise adviser when I was in need of help back in college times.
This babi, has 500% of confidence in herself. 500% of being what? Of being perasan.
Hahahahaha okay joke.
She has this aura of being really confident- of being a leader- of saying yes to impossibilities (I mean REAL impossibilities- she will still say YES. Sometimes, it's about the wrong fact- she will still say a fatty, shamelessly YES. lol Can't help with it, just have to keep nodding when she said YES. XD Hahaha

She gives people 'hope' in some way, don't ask me how.. she just did.
If you talk to her, she might not give you the best words you'd love to listen or to feel comforted, but what she said is always true, a reflection of reality and there's always a wise perception in every word she said.
She is a terribly good emotion controller. I don't know how she reacts/behave in front of other friends of hers, at least she appears to be that kind of person to me.. which is something I should learn from her. :)
Another point to note is that she's damn cheekily lovable (especially by a lot of guys) lololol. What I meant by that was, she's easily likeable by the opposite sex. :P
Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that...
this babi is a loud person. Very often when I'm in uni by myself, laughing at something really funny, I will thought of her and miss the laughing moments with her back in those days at Tarc.
Other than that, she's a real good friend to me, whom I appreciate a lot. Like real damn a lot.
Cannot afford to miss someone like her in my life.
Okay, babi if you're reading this all these sound cheesy but they all come truthfully from my brain, lungs, heart and stomach ok.

.....
As a friend/buddy in return, I'm always the fail one when it comes to comforting. When she needs my advice, I always give the best words/thoughts I could thought of as I can but I know, most of the time, it didn't help to cheer her up at all. So fail, right.
So the least I could do is to always offer her my free ears. :)

Although I might not be one of the best person to lift your mood up when you're down, ALWAYS remember that I'm there to listen, to be there, to help if you need yeah! :))
And ALWAYS remember that I'm the most awesome, shamelessly fabulous babi of yours (forget about babi L kay) :P
Last but not least, I just wanna wish you publicly, here at my blog...


that
you
have
finally
grown
up (a year older) so
HAPPY belated 20TH BIRTHDAY BABI!!!!

Photo : Babi H back then.

Hehehehe.
I think that is NOT cute enough tho'. 



This version of YOU

now is somehow cuter. :P

Hahahahahahahahah
Okay, I know you love me so don't kill me! BYELOVEYOULOTSBYE!


With love,
Babi K.

I...

have a confession to make.


That
is...

I

freaking
undeniably
very
absolutely

love

Michael

Learns

To

Rock ,

Westlife,

Backstreet Boys,

One Republic,

Maroon 5,

and

Imagine Dragon!

WOOTS. Hands up if you AGREEEEEEEE


LOL.
I'm being very random again, I know. Hahaha because I'm listening to their songs now at...
Study Collaborative Area, IMU, Bukit Jalil and I should be concentrating on studying now hee.

P/S : I've so many things to tell, so many thoughts to share. I'll update once I'm done in editing a batch of photos so stay tuned!

:)

Dreams matter ;

“Spend less time chasing people and more time chasing your dreams.”

— Robert Tew

Spotted this quote when I browsed through my tumblr timeline two days ago. It feels really nice to read all these quotes again especially when you're not in a good mood. Those words, written in phrases or paragraphs can just lift up your smile if you truly understand the meaning behind each context that you're reading. It's like having manymany people cheering you up in a short time and yeah I wanna stress it again, it feels GOOD. :)

They say..
Every person you meet, every person you talk to, every stories you read, every thoughts you have came across have something valuable you can learn. Be it the positive or the otherwise, the lessons tho' appear invisible, are always there. It's you, whether or not can see or understand it.

Back to the above quote, I think it's undeniably true. Growing up until my age now makes me realise there's something even bigger outside in this world that I've yet to reach and explore. My priorities are so clear now to the point that I'll yearn for a bigger dream, for myself and my future alone. I'm glad that I'm manymany steps away from all the nonsense, whatever puppy-love-stories, stupid good-for-nothing jealousy/competition, stubborn attitude and also horrible, terrible dramas. Through all these, I've transformed to a more matured-thinking person, who will think 100x wiser before any action is taken. No more follow-my-feeling kind of decision, rather it's replaced by follow-my-heart-what-is-right-and-rational kind of decision.


I have a good friend who told me this once,

"NEVER expect anything in return." no matter in what situation.

and I remember it until now because it has a very huge impact on me -self realization part of course. I always apply this whenever I volunteer, whenever I offer help/favor, whenever I lend a hand -without hoping any repayment in whatever forms and guess what?

It feels empty and sorrow at first, especially people don't acknowledge you but on a positive note, it feels awesomely good especially when the person who receive your help/favor/kindness - smile. It feels even better when the smile comes with a 'thank you' :))

The joy of #randomactofkindness


Another thing I learnt was

"NEVER take things too personally."

People make mistakes, people can be real bastards  ignorant, people can be emotional. Do not let all those to affect your personal mood, or create any hatred/negative thoughts in you. If you don't take it seriously at people's harsh/bad attitudes towards you, trust me your life will not be miserable because of all these small petty business. Always tell yourself, life's too short to worry or care too much things that don't matter to you.
As I'm saying this, it's very related to my future career and hopefully, I'll master these 'never phrases' well and enjoy the challenges in my work after my degree.

(finger-crossing)

Referring to the quote again.. Spend more time on your dreams.. I have a lot of dreams..yet unaccomplished. Some are 'going-to-be-accomplished' but I'm not gonna tell you what at the moment, hehe. I just.... ...justcannotwaitforittocometrue. :))
.....

This afternoon I've came across this link---> (27 Surreal Places To Visit Before You Die), shared by fellow facebook friends of mine.. then immediately i feel so hungry... so hungry...
soooooo hungry toooooooo

TRAVEL.

Good god. I don't know why and I don't know when that I fell in love with travelling so much and I really really wanna pack and run to all these places (IF I have a pair of wings to fly :'D). I mean look, don't you feel like going to these places mentioned by just looking at the gorgeous photos? Don't you?? (Haha, the power of image advertising).

I quote Jan, "Added into the list!" :'D

Heehee. Of course, I need to save lotssss of cash for my current dreamsss first.
I need a good ol' DSLR to capture beautiful photos of those places :'D
And I need to go to Sydney at leassssst ONCE before I start to collect money again for these awesome places :'D

Banyak betul mimpi-mimpi pk niee.

Tsk tsk. Jusssst bear with me, lol.

...

And to sum up, have lots of dreams, and make sure you achieve that by actions not just words alone. It's really really important to make yourself happy rather than trying hard to impress or trying to seek for anybody's attention. I mean seriously, you have your own life, why not live it wonderfully by having lottttsa extraordinary experiences? And there's soooooooooo much things (you don't know) to discover! :D

Remember,
to always make yourself happy. Love yourself more :)

What An Experience ;

It happened very quickly ; just like a dream to me.

I'll tell you what happened two weeks ago, on a Friday night, within 15 minutes at the LRT station and also in the train, involving four random strangers and me.

Aunty/me

Where are you travelling to?
Kajang. And what about you, aunty?
Ooh I was travelling to Johor and Malacca before this and now am going back to Cheras. So are you a student at IMU?
Yep /with that sheepish smile/


In the train.. I was sitting beside that lady I just spoken to, and three students from APU (Asia Pacific Uni) came along and sat opposite us.

Aunty/Me/John/William/Yi Shin

/being friendly/ *talked to the APU students*
/smile and laugh along/
/being friendly, lean forward/ Are you studying at IMU?
Yes :D /soft grins/
How's it like to study at IMU? What do you think of the fees?
/lol at heart/ To me, for my course, it's reasonable. As in for other course, it might be pricey..
Oh wow, I heard my friends said that the fees could reach half a million RINGGIT MALAYSIA! Isn't it?
Err not exactly, not all course cost half a million. Maybe certain courses do, (eg : twinning programmes) / medic programmes..
/nods and smiles/ Y'know we always talk about IMU in our uni.. Hahaha
Really??
Yeah, we always talk about IMU, wonder how is it like to study there, the fees and all.
Haha I see, which university are you guys from?
Us? APU University, it's at Bukit Jalil
That's cool. :D
Do you mind if I ask you a very weird question??
/gulp/ Sure, what is it?
Are you a Korean???
/LOL/ Hahaha what? I heard that a lot from my friends seriously.. which part of my face look like a Korean?
Well y'know when I look at her (Yi Shin), she's a Chinese, but when I look at you, you...are a Korean!
/laughs/
Haha, anyway no. I'm not from Korea, I'm a local Chinese :D And where are you from? You and you?
South America, Uganda (if I'm not mistaken), and I'm local.
I see :D Nice to meet you all! Where are you all heading to?
Oh we're heading to church at Pudu :)
Do you guys used to the lifestyle here?
Yes we do! Mamak, nasi lemak, everything-lah!
Hahaha, have you guys been to Penang or Malacca? :D
I forgot what they answered...

Y'know things here are like.. they add six hundred POUNDS of sugar in a drink
Yeah you need to tell them KURANG MANISSS
Oh yeah we do, always tell them 'KURANG MANISS' but..
The drink is still very sweet right?
/laughs/
(train was getting near to BTS station)

Hey, I'm leaving in another stop /ready to stand up/ it was nice talking to you all
Oh, we always hang out in front of IMU, having Char Siew Pau for dinner so do come and find us anytime ;)
Sure thing, thank you very much, bye guys! *waves

.............

It was warm, and nice to have talked to them eventhough they were like strangers to me just 15 minutes before the conversation started. I haven't got the chance to bump into them again (whether coincidentally or not) so far. Hope I can meet them at the 'Char Siew Pau' stall soon! :)


When John was asking me that question again and I was like... hmmmph, honestly speaking, how do Koreans look like? lol *google searches

WAKE UP, SLEEPYHEAD

So are you excited for your first class? 

(insert hyperactive smiley here)

Truth be told, I felt half excited-half not. Guess it's just neutral?
First few classes were pretty okay, Mr. Alexius Chang's lesson on Introduction to Psychology was INTERESTING /fangirl face/, oh well partly because it is my favourite-dream subject to study -ah yes just a heads up, I'm taking Psychology subject this semester not because I want so much but I HAVE TO. It's a good news for mehh hehe /fangirl face again/

I remember very clearly that classes on Tuesday was EPICLY boring, as the whole day was filled with lectures continuously with a long break in between and then continued with MORE lectures. :B Then I had my first not-so-well-prepared-presentation ever after so many months of not touching microsoft power point. It was about history of nursing ; touching on Florence Nightingale (if you're interested on who on earth is that, you can just google it) and also different religious approach in that field. I was doing the latter topic while Pris did the first one. It horrified me a few minutes before the presentation that.. I actually misinterpreted the topic and did "How does religion play a role in the development of nursing?". Pffts pffts pffts.

Feeling extremely crappy, I apologised to Ms. L for did it wrongly. Thankfully for her kind-hearted-ness, I was forgiven and was allowed to present what I had prepared. :D

Blablabla and then Ms. L evaluated all our 10-minute-performances. To my SURPRISE, Ms. L actually complimented my group for giving extra details and said it was well done that one of the group members did apologise for mistakes made, etc etc (I think she was talking about me coughs). I was expecting more harsh comments regarding on speaking, providing more relevant details but meh she was really nice and gave us a lot of encouraging words! Haha, I've learnt my lesson and grateful enough for what she said that day. :)
And THEN I had one of the longest break ever THAT week because Ms. SWT was absent, so two classes with her were cancelled and will be REPLACED some other day. /sob sob/

Moving on, I'd like to speak about a very serious issue (serious mode on) regarding on falling asleep in class. Idk why and since when that I actually feel extremely sleepy whenever I'm in class, good god why I was almost asleep in nearly every single class that I attended UGHHHH FML. I was caught red-handed (almost) closing my eyes like a panda having not enough sleep and then BOOM, during Sociology class, Ms. P asked,

"Hey, are you okay? Do you need some stretching/standing maybe?" (with that understanding look)

Feeling embarassed, and immediately I was awake for the rest of her class, lol. Hahaha.
One, I admit, the 'couches' on the auditorium are too comfy, even my friends said it's impossible to not fall asleep under such a comfortable environment :P
Second, is when the lecturer speaks at a monotonous voice or bullet-train-no-pauses tone... gah, can you imagine?

Imagine me doing like this, trying hard not to fall asleep for REAL.
(I wonder how the lecturers thought if they saw me with that face, lol) *hides my face*

Ahh man, this cannot happen anymore tomorrow and the days after tomorrow! Pretty shitty embarassing whenever I think about it :B
ANYWAY, throwing that topic aside,

I

FINALLY

GOT

MY

STUDENT I.D.!!!!

Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy not.

Hahaha cuz' the photo was not pleasant-looking meh :< A couple of guys said, "Eh, okay what!". Haha yeh it looks alright, maybe not up to my expectation maybe? Y'know, girls just being girls -not satisfy with whatever photo on IC/passport/student ID being taken :P Hahaha, actually it does looks fine lah just that when I have gotten and looked at my student I.D., the first thing I noticed was my eyebags, lol. That's why I dislikedislikedislike it, well to not comment further, it's gonna last for goddamn four donkey years. So yeah pk, just BEAR WITH IT.

Ending the post with a few o.o.t.d. (outfit of the day) vain photos on Thursday, catch up with y'all soon :)



P/S : I miss my straight bangs! D:

I Got The Mov.Mov.Movvvvves

like Jagger,
I got the moves like Jagger,

I got the mooO0oO0ooves like.. Jagger.

xD

Before vs after ;

BEFORE

I lost my book that is filled with self-Chemistry notes. My dearly Chemistry notes that is extraordinarily important at this hour. Grrrrraaahh.

Second, I couldn't find my Permutation and Combination tutorial sheets. Worse still, I don't usually score high for that chapter. 

(=_____=)"

Brrrraaaaahh.

Was frustrated obviously.

So I did some online activities just to release so what you called, tension?

Purrrrrs.

AFTER

~(^.^~)..(~^.^)~

HEHEHEHEHEHEHE.

Literally is smiling right now, while listening to redfm. (randomly?).

Nehhh, after having some laugh over some "sampat" (crazy-insane-funny) statuses, photos and awesome quotes by some random people, I am officially cheered up! xD

HEE.
I can even do this!

"Why fret when you have a life to move on? Restart and smile to the world."
:)

PS : Heading to the library in a while. Dear "Pure Mathematics", please tolerate with my speed and I would appreciate that a lot, thank you.

Hello HANDSOME,

Please be mine?

Sincerely, 

Heart.

______________________________________________________________________________

Were you shocked to read this?

I guess not.

I know I was being lame so nevermind if you didn't get my "joke". Self-pffts.

Soooooooo. how was your Valentine? :D (Okay this is random). 

As usual (per year), facebook's homepage was spammed with BASKETS of valentine wishes or the whatever-rate-me-colour-upon-Valentine's-day-status?
Oh my. They're pretty lame but people still shared it anyway.

Here's my repeating question : Did you enjoy celebrating Valentine's Day with your loved ones? :D

Boooo. I actually DID! With my lovely lovely girlfriends. :D Heh *grins

I had my first CHAtime at Wangsa Maju area, situated a few feets away from the LRT station. :]

The girls -Siew Hui and Wei Jan, (whom I believe are still single,ready to mingle :P ), planned to have the so called "love date" at the beverage-like-shop (mentioned above). 

The dating was indeed a sucessful one. We had lots of random-sampat-moments as well as longlonglonnnnnng conversation (open-discussion) about any random stuff. We talked #LIKEBOSSES, we laughed #LIKENOONE'SBUSINESS and hell we did enjoy ourselves very much with the sweet heart-to-heart conversation. <3

Favourite phrase of the day : 

"Thank god, you're still the friend that I first know. <3 You're still.. .. YOU!"

Ah Hui cheered. :)

Earlier, at college, couples were everywhere, holding hands (no making out in front of me - phew!), hugging and finally, walking with their respective couple tees. Canteen one was actually playing manymanymany emo-love songs that triggered  emotions under the love atmosphere. :)

Gratefully speaking, I didn't receive any confessions nor love letter or even roses from anyone. PHEW! xD

Shouldn't I be upset?
No. (definitely xD)

I was far from emotional, near to delighted. xD ! xD !

It wasn't very pathetic to stay single at this age, don't you think so? 9teen-year-old-life can be real fun without a male partner, duhh. 

(No offence to those who are in a relationship though :P ).

Worry not, I did not get myself hook up(!) with anyone, any guy, any smarty pants, any hot-melting boys but my girlfriends. <33

I'm a loyal girlfriend. HEHE.

Neway, hope I'm not too late to wish everybody, 

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

and

HAPPY FOREVER ALONE DAY!
(ehh mistake)

HAPPY SINGLES AWARENESS DAY!
Aha.

To me, you don't need to celebrate this joyful-lovely day ONLY with your girlfriend/boyfriend/gayfriend/whatever. Spend time with your loved ones (which include your family, friends, pets, and of course, your lover). Don't treat them special "special" only on this day but EVERYDAY! :)

Love love them like a love song, baby! *quotes SelinaG xD

Totally agree. 

Love them everyday, for no one will know what is going to happen in the next few seconds. Appreciate them. TREASURE THEM!

Hold them tight, and say, "I LOVE YOU!" sincerely. :)

Make their day! Cheer them up! Make them the happiest human beings on Earth. :D

I wonder how's the feeling like receiving a flower from your loved one?
:)
*daydream myself in another ten more years

Without further elaborating, I shall end my post with my wishful-thinking. 

Have a good day? :)

BOOM BOOM BOOM!

Most of the time,

my brain will be full of the creative-CNY-wishes!


But

not this time.

Hence, to cut long story short,

Happpppy Chinese New DRAGON Year! :D

♥ ♥

To-own-list ;

This post is probably too girly,

hence this whole piece of junk can only be read by girls.

Guys?

Haha. You're pleased to excuse yourself from here :P

..

...

Not like I have a lot of guy-readers anyway. Probably none?

Oh well.

Mind you, I am not bored.

I'd want a to-own-list since ages?

So here goes :P

 

1)  Printed tees.

Preferable -sayings-quotes-beautiful phrases.

Best - with a picture of camera/s? or photos. Any graphic that is related to photography is absolutely fine!

:D

I've been searching for these tops for quite some time :)

I found one (the one with camera) at Times Square last August but hell, the top is sprinkled with too much glitters.

Ewww.

Yeh. I hate glittery-tops.

Just just just..

eww.

Lace up oxford flats

2) Self-painted shoes , comfy flats, high-ankle boots, gladiators, as well as lace up oxford flats.

Hee.

SELF-PAINTED SHOES!

I have two pairs actually,

a pair was painted and gifted by my best friend <3

another pair,

was painted myself :/

Ohh it was ugly with the mini footprints and sudden ladybirds on the side.

Gahhh, no one would even want to notice them! :X

However,

the trademark-face-which represented (ME! xD) 

and the simple greeting (hello) behind 

was rather satisfying.

Gees.

Skipppppp this.

Speaking about flats, I've been wishing for a very very very very i mean, 

VERY COMFY-vintage flats,

But the sad case is,

it's pretty hard for me to find the suitable pair for myself, 

due to my gigantic feet size you know, grrr -,-

As in for high ankle boots, nehhh.

Those are just going to appear in my dream. 

Imma not buy them, not until I have enough cash though. :B

Lace up oxford flats!

MMMM!

I love this.

I want to buy this for myself,

as a reward,

if I managed to score great results for AS.

IF.

 

Bottom!

3) Skinny jeans-colourful pants-leggings

Eversince I've gained weight, (remember?)

I don't think 

I mean,

My thighs are too fat to fit in a skinny jeans!

Ish.

Hahahahahahaaahaha :P

4) HEADBAND(S)!

Oh yesyesyesyesyesyes.

So-so-so-gonna-buy THIS! :D

Hee.

5) Earrings.

Bangles.

I love beautifully designed earrings.

Floral-but-NOT-waxy-those kind of earrings,

Cute earrings like mini froggie, ribbons, couples, or SMILEY are fine. :P

Then then then!

I want 6) RINGSSSSSSSSS :D

Errr..

My interest in patterns of rings actually depends.

:P

 

7) Belts?

Hats?
Sunglasses?

They are not in my rush-to-own-list anyway.

So skip!

 8) WATCHHHHHHH D: D: D:

I need this.

Ini adalah keperluan, bukan kehendak. :/

For the heck of fun, I wish to own ALL these 9) neckclaces.

Hohoho.

*tamak-haloba face

 

 THIS one.

Woots. woots. woots.

Imma buy this.

IMMA BUY THIS!

next time. :/

10) Photography notebook!

It will be super super nice if I have my own photography book,

where I can jot down all the experiences and the details of snapping a random shot perfectly.

<333

11) Inspirational novels?

Thus far, I've not came across ANY real-inspirational novel, YET.

I'll find them soon,

I hope.

:)

Lalalalalalalalalala.

So many wishful-thinkings,

so many things to buy!

Butbutbutbut,

money tarak.

:(

Nevermind!

I'll soon earn, and buy.

Just wait

and 

SEEEEE.

Hootzah! (self-cheers)

Ohh these two photos above are non-related to my blogtitle today.

This is a task that I want to accomplish, in no time.

I WISH,

I WISH,

that I will wash/print out all my photography shots,

arrange them in a randomly manner,

paste them on my wall,

so 

I can look back 

at all the memories I had,

the shots that I have taken,

the mistakes that I made,

the people that I love,

the self who's currently improving to a better person,

and last but not least,

the awesome life that I'm having right now. :)

Hehe.

That's all for now.
Bubye!

;D