one of my worse day in my life

ppl!~
hows ya doin? pmr has ended. sch was filled with examination and activities for f3's. overall was oklah..cant wait for tmrw's fashion show.
yday galah panjang nilam won i think. CONGRATZ..today i didnt enjoy any single laughter going on in the hall at all.after marked the attendance,i helped teacher in doing cert stuff. need to wait the stupid printer to warm up. 2 hours man! sitting lk a dungu with sann. i went around the sch to find teacher. supposingly to my mood should be okay. tiring. haih~ then after recess,went back to the room n pn pushpa taught me,jyi bout how to print the cert,..we were given a stack of cert to print. all classes except 3m n 3n which pn pushpa finished them already. well,its going on quite well just now. we also got another stack for bm pulak. we do lo..my job is to chop the name of the principal at the cert there. some was quite untidy..bi cert for our class finished dy. then started with bm. pn pushpa came in and scolded us.for not finishing her work and do another stuff. she was terribly angry and i kept sorrying. well, the way she scolded was very horrible. all the teachers inside there were looking at us. i was really pissed off that time and was nervous. acidentally ,i cried! ah! damn it. i could nt controlled it when i saw cik bb n told her what happen..i apologised to her and she adviced me. somehow,pn pushpa gotta to remember the face of us and she said if we go in to her class next year,we will kena then.plus,she said we're totally irresponsible n not trustworthy .=(..
well,im really sorry that if i did anything wrong. and i didnt enjoy anythin today. i didnt watch the "mengacara  show" and i didnt laugh at all.
i was really sad. sad and sad. sad of not enjoy anything instead of getting feelings lk unhappy,embarass,scared,nervous,tiring. sad of getting so much work. sad of letting the tears rolled down. argh!
i dont dare to take any job next year *seriously* image dropped till in the dung. i felt really sad n i cant describe the feeling. anyone understand me?
i dont hope my life becomes like this.AAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!
hope i could forget this asap! but can i? what should i do when i see that teacher? smile? wish her? what will she respond?
GOD KNOWS~
now im looking forward to watch hsm3. thats it..i dont care anymore. dont ever gv me any more stuff. i FEAR! and go away!

SEPTEMBER!

It’s nearly the end of sept!
Goshing~ how could time run so fast? There are 23 days more
towards PMR and now we’re sitting in a new class..sigh~
Wonder what we will do after pmr. Mama got poxes. Its just lk I ady
ditakdirkan to get that.somehow,I managed to fight one. Let me fight another
one. *pray hard*




Last Sunday
le..went to dinner with papa. It was my nephew’s wedding,which is my cousin who
is 51 years old’s son’s wedding. Omg..im old at my father side family. However,im
still can say young at my mother side’s family.*winks* Keke~
Then back
to shophouse and saw quite few ppl celebrating mooncake festival. *sad* =(..my
neighbour there just played some lanterns only and they stopped.act,the weather
cant gv us any chance to play. Its rainy..but I cant lose the opportunity to
play awhile with maid. Two tanglungs and some candles ny..took pic lo..




Hmm..i missed to finish off watching
FATED TO LOVE YOU..this drama were already on air at 16 sept k! astro 324 (7.30pm)
n qiao en n ethan ruan gotta come to msia very soon! Yay^^btw,s.h.e’s new song “yu
zhou xiao jie” so nice! Kaka (**,) then nowadays doing exercise lo..try to
maintain. Kinda lonely in new class.
Got friends whom I knw frm sk but the
closer wan dun hav ler/ anyhow,I don’t mind. 2/3 weeks to go! Jia you^^f5 ppl!!
trials oso jia you k!






I realized that some
ppl are really annoying. Stare unreasonably and shout suddenly..and oso the way
they look was so weird and dissatisfy. When achieve a better result,they will
say “eii,menyampahnya aku.” =(.
Ppl,why lk that lar..i
felt bad and my heart is really aching. If didn’t get a good one,they wont
believe u or said u sure got 100%. Impossible k.
Moreover.Its really
hard for me and every f3 monitor to take attendance. Have to go round the sch
*tired* its more suffering if they are more ppl ponteng or didn’t come.


Really sad X(..


Anyhow,teachers were oklah..bm I still
prefer pn ct. n sc pn l. but nvmla..appreciate wat we own.


Lpk! Haih. I need to work hard for my
bm obj paper,sej,geo,kh,and science. Eventhough they are “A’s”,im really
grateful and thankful. Anyhow,I need to push a lil bit more to get a stable
position.




 Hmm..movies lately,wanna watch “NO
MONEY II”,”DON’T MESS UP WITH ZOHAN” ,”MAMA MIA”..jie bought me cj7 and narnia
dy..hehe. haven’t watch yet. No time..


Lols..its now 2.28am. I just online once per week. Have to
appreciate my time =)


Okkk! Fullstop! Bubye! (**,)

sTarting LiFe iN the wOrld of sEcondAry num 3

first day gave me a  suprising feeling because got a scary teacher as my missy teacher and those "g" chose me as the head again*sigh*
i rayu to teacher that i x wana be but failed..at first,i tot the teacher was really scary!but i was wrong.She was good and strict to those GEDIKS!!yay!
*cheers*i just love the way those "g" nod their head because being scolded by a strict teacher terribly.. *how evil am i*everything goes well..got 2 know lots of new teachers~what i dissatisfied is assembly is now currently expand to 2 MASA~~!!!omg *swt*backside's going to burn soOn..plus,someone's punya "choral speaking" damn superb long..haih~
another one is i dislike the koko schedule larh!! everyday have to wear pj n school unifrom..*hate to wash* u know!!~ish~!
so im still stay in 3 intan^^* hopefully x change*
so my bm teacher   --miss wong
            english   --miss besira
            maths    --mrs munawirah
            science    -- mdm lily
            kh (perdagangan) --pn rafiah    ert --pn rosmah
            seni -- puan menirah
            pjk  --mdm suriah
            siviks  -- mrs sharmiza
            sejarah  -- pn rohaidah
            geografi -- mrs aidah
            moral  -- pn norbanun

 i was really tired and sleepy..almost evreyday i stayback..hmm (^_^)"
oh ya,after hols many ppl cut hair/add fringe,new hairstyle--they re kp,cem,xinyan,fufu,pavitra,sann,gha yee,sha2,n moli..
x sangka now january ady lu..n this year im on the way to PMR..x realise it langsung;.seniors said "gambateh!,relax!,dun pressure urself!play hard plus stusy hard!
so,im going to enjoy puas2 thisyear b4 pmr..hehe *smile*
later after f3 cant play dy..haiz~
i missed the days where me n juniors talk2..kakaz~well merentas desa n sports day coming soon..*ylah so fast*
so i hope to score 3 points for red house.hee~
this year like x semangat only..y ah?i think they're only 2 times of latihan only..*sad*
hmm..did lots of stuff in school lately..i just dislike the idiot controliing..scolding ordering to do somthing since it's not handicapped..haih~very teruk lah it!!

THINK THAT I SHOULD STOP HERE..THATS ALL I CAN CRAP..HEHE..CYA NEXT BLOG..TATA !MUAX!! AU REVOIR~ =)