Determination Dua Ribu Sepuluh

Aha, Hi ;)
How's your new year hunnns? <3
*yawns* Hee, just woke up from my daily sleep  :O
I am NOT ready to go to school yet, to be honest. I feel like URGH, why must i go to school at such an unusual timing ? Yeah. 4th January is VERY VERY unusual timing ;/
I know, January will be really hectic. I mean CRAZY BUSY. You have to say hello to the sports, sports and SPORTS ! ahh, speaking about sports, this is my last sport in my high school ! Awwww ;'( Sobs.
After some sweaty running , exams just the right for YOU. Yes, after testing all your physical exercise, of course there's mental exercise waiting for you. Ha, then here comes this celebration, that celebration. *rolls eye*
Like, i can predict them. lol.
Doesn't all those are out of my topic today?

SKIP, skip, skippppp......

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Right. determination. I do have aims and to-do's list. *determined look*
So, actually. errr. ahhh.. eeeee. uhhhhh. urmm....   [ STOP with the errr's, ahhh's eeee's, uhhhh's and urmmmm's. Faster blurt out what you wanna say ! ]

Okay. As you guys know, well maybe most of you don't know, 

I've problem in speaking in front of the crowd. No confidence maybe, *look down*
That's WHY, i needa be CONFIDENT, say what CONFIDENT ! ! !
I'll not be such a coward, and will be CONFIDENT. Woots. [ Aiya, cannot la, cannot laaaaaa :( :( ]
Why not ? OMG, say CONFIDENT, Pei Khim. Sayyy it ! You're not a 7 years old kid anymore who was shy to make friends. 

Now you need to be CONFIDENT.  *tired of saying confident, Sigh * 

Pei Khim? Yeah? CONFIDENT !. Yeah, yeah. confident. :)

Like honestly, i can't and i don't usually speak very well confidently. Because, hmm i don't know. Just don't have the courage to speak, takut malu kot. LOL
Ehh, of course la i'm confident talking to friends and all. But this is about speaking to the public. Like you are holding a mic, the whole Kajang's listening to you 

NEXT, i want to ban shy-ness, again. LOL. Not exactly ban but reduce. Woahhh. Haha. Again, CONFIDENT, and LESS SHY. [that's like friendly i suppose? ] Hmmmmm..

Oh, i needa speak PERFECT language too. I know that language doesn't exist anywhere on Earth. It's actually a language without any additional OTHER language in it, 

LIKE;

" Woahhh. banyak cantik necklace awak  "

Obviously much. Ban that , BAN THAT !

I got so embarassed when i accidentally spit those words out when there's CIK WONG around.
I'm sorry. I don't mean to speak them out, I knew she must be really embarassed to have me as her student, lol.
She was staring at me and repeated " Banyak cantik ? " by the way.
I quickly corrected myself of course. But my instinct told me that she'll remember my mistake. Gosh, that's holy creepy ;[

My English result for this year's not satisfying me, serious. My sentence structure and grammar has been like something wrong. No more mature thinking, my tuition teacher said,
I'm sad. Well i do. I've to stop writing short sentence like " I'm depressed. I want to die" instead of  " I'm depressed, wanting to die right at this moment ! ",
Example la kayyy. No, no. I don't want to die :)

My grammartical error is increasing rapidly. *not-proud face*  From " I want to eat" to " I want eat" .
Eeeeee. i HATE myself ;(

Why can't i blog like Shahiela's. See her sentence. Long, smooth, nice to read. Unlike mine, short, fast and idk what to say.

Hence, I want CONFIDENCE and COURAGE *chant repeatingly * I want reduce my-shyness. Hee. [ as in like will not afraid to speak ] , i want speak PREFECT LANGUAGE, ahaha. and i want to IMPROVE my ENGLISH.
Darn me.
Right, i'm a problematic child, coming from no where? I know.
Thank you and goodbye ;)