That satisfaction when..

you finished reading a book within a day. :)

The book is called, "All The Bright Places" by Jeniffer Niven. I'd give it a 4.3 over 5.0
It's little different compared to the normal rom-com book that I read. The themes range from love, suicide, mental health, family, drama and life.

The ending is quite unexpected, the content (I must say) is suspenseful = not boring at all!
And the bonus thing about this book is, there's only little pages in a chapter, unlike those 20 over pages for one chapter and it bored me sometimes to finish one chapter.
All these bonus features made me finish reading it within 24 hours. Woohoo! #awesomelikethat

I didn't intend to complete my reading this early, but I did it! OH wells.
And to be honest, I really really love the satisfaction feeling :)) Although the ending wasn't what I hoped at all, it's still a nice book to read.
I can't reveal much! All I can say is, this book is about a girl who learns how to live from a boy who wants to die. That attractive line caught my brain and heart and made me hunt high and low for it (it is NEWLY released and only 4 books available at MPH SO FAR) during my book shopping with dear roomie.

So what I'm gonna read next? :)
..............................

On another note, hello readers!
It's been months since I typed a word here. Busy and hectic basically just ate parts of my life.
My clinical posting at Seremban just ended last Saturday.
Guess WHAT? I was down with food poisoning with a friend of mine, so on the last day of working both of us were looking like dead fishes out of oxygen and nutrients. Basically both of us lost a lot of electrolyte which resulted in fever, dizziness, fatigue and sleepy. We just wanted to rest and sleep, not moving for ALL DAY LONG. What a drama to end our posting right. Tsk

Speaking of posting, it was quite a different experience for all of us since we went to neurosurgical ward at Hospital Sg. Buloh, gynaecology ward, orthopaedic ward, medical and surgical ward of Hospital T.J. All I could say is, I feel sympathy for patients whom we have encountered at all wards.
Patients that are involved in motor vehicle accidents, fracture, alleged fall, alleged assault, congenital disease, hydrocephalus, stroke, missed abortion, skin cancer, swollen scrotum (but feel no pain) and the list goes on.

This time round, I have also learnt about new diseases/conditions like spina bifida, G6PD enzyme deficiency, TB spondilytis, cervical incompetence, autoimmune hemolytic anemia, Fournier Gangrene, and Xeroderma Pigmentosum.

Well, there wasn't a lot of drama coming from the patients for this posting.. rather, it's from the healthcare providers at certain health institution which the consequences of their responsibility was what actually made the whole situation quite depressing and disappointing. I will not describe what actually happened but I will highlight some keywords here, to remind myself that I will not do that to my patients (ever) in the future.
Here you go :
1) Bilateral deep vein thrombosis --> Above knee amputation
2) Bed sores
3) Harsh and task-oriented
4) Rude/Disrespectful comments

Although it's not your wrongdoings, take it as a good reflection and learn from these mistakes, PK. 


On a positive side, I have come to realization that I am feeling more confident and getting better in terms of skills and interprofessional learning session. The 'scared' feeling is slowly fading off, which is pretty good and sounds absolutely positive. Hopefully as I progress, the  competency will rise and reach to the top!

I have also personally received good feedback from my mentor that my academic results for class tests improved! I was really delighted to receive that piece of good news. All I need to do is to score scenario based oral presentations! (let's finger cross that I'll do well :3)

Alright then, enough of my thoughts and updates for the day!
Til' then :)

Oh, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, my Muslim friends and to those who are celebrating!!
*fireworks* *fireworks* *fireworks*

Thirty-six answers ;

1. I've come to realize that my hair: 
 is so puffy as it grows longer.

2. I've come to realize that when I talk: 
I can't explain my thoughts well, which leads to several misunderstanding sometimes.

4. I've come to realize that all I really need:
is to stay focused on what I'm doing. Don't follow, be the leader!

5. I've come to realize that I've lost: 
the speed in reading again and the extremely strong optimism in myself.

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when: 
I waste too much time on nothing. When will I start to appreciate that the time is ticking away, I can actually do a lot of multimillion things?

7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk:
I think I'll babble a lot, to random strangers, probably anyone. (Never try, so far)

8. I've come to realize that money:
is so hard to earn, yet so easy to spend. When was the last time I bought something nice for myself?

9. I've come to realize that when I get old:
I recover from sick slower than my teenage years. The fact of growing old, it's very sad!

10. I've come to realize that I'll always be:
the middle person in everything.

11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on:
no one, currently. 

12. I've come to realize that the last time I cried was:
2 nights ago.

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone: 
needs to recharge almost everyday. I miss my Nokia phone, suddenly.

14. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the mornings:
I will always press the snooze button for many many times, ended up waking up late and then REGRET. 

15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night I:
will always visualize how things are gonna be like if this happens or not.. Heh,  no wonder I always dream.

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
my future.

17. I've come to realize that my life:
is sooo unpredictable.

18. I've come to realize that my favourite drink is:
nothing specific. It can be Hot Chocolate, Vanilla Smoothie, Papaya Juice, or even mineral water.

19. I've come to realize that today I will:
do something to be a better self. Do a little today, tomorrow and in the end I'll see the result.

20. I've come to realize that tonight I will: 
read more.

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will: 
call the British Council, clean, read, sweat, move my every muscle, and maybe dot.

22. I've come to realize that I really want to:
work with BBW at Malacca next month, travel to Penang, have more photography outings, be a guy when needed, and most importantly, realise my dream.

23. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this is:
somebody in the world who is reading this. Probably.

24. I've come to realize relationships are:
complicated, sometimes from what I've seen. It requires a lot of commitment, understanding, faith, honesty and trust to make it work. I hope that all lovers will stay strong with what they are doing, no matter in what circumstances, if you guys are fated to be together, all these will be worth it :) 

25. I've come to realize that love:
can be shown in various kind of ways, depending on each individual. Love teaches, and love strengthens.

26. I've come to realize my best guy friend(s):
was found last year. :)

27. I've come to realize my best girl friend(s):
is always the most wise in almost anything. Albeit the long distance between us, her thoughts through phonecall/text always soothe my mind. :)

28. I've come to realize food is:
always my source of happiness and inspiration. :P

29: I've come to realize that this weekend:
will be quite free, so Imma do something productive!

30. I've come to realize heartbreak:
happens to me many times. (of being scolded, of being be-little, of being envious, of being ignored). The stabs are pretty hurtful but it always heals some time after that. :)

31. I've come to realize that the last person i liked:
is mine now. :)

32.I've come to realize that my sister(s):
likes to tease about me, nowadays. Hahahahaha.

33. I've come to realize that crying:
is what I do when I feel touched, emotional, sensitive, hurt and sorry.

34. I've come to realize that death:
is inevitable. It comes too quickly, unexpectedly.

35. I've come to realize that if I'm sick:
I take a lot of time to recover. I feel old.

36. I've come to realize when I'm bored:
I start to procrastinate. Oh boy.

These 36-I've-come-to-realize list was taken from Amanda's blog. :)
So I am the "nobody" who reposted this, Amanda! Haha.

Well, I miss answering these knid of questions. There were a lot of them in 2009, I remember. Something like questionnaires about anything in your life, it could be ridiculously stupid too.

If you notice, I've changed the song list in my latest playist. :) How does that sound to you?

Accuracy is exploded ;

So I've found an interesting website last year, sat for a personal quiz, kept this in draft for months, unsure when to post this.

It's a simple physchology test, which the results suprised me. Serious, no lie. Kinda accurate, I must say.

Get to know yourself better. (The one highlighted in itallic pink means I agree.)

Your view on yourself: You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.  

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.  

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.  

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.  

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.  

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.  

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

The Real You

Here is the analysis:

1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
3. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

What type of personality do you have?

Here's the analysis :

  Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

Sources :  

http://www.quizbox.com/

Do you think all these matched my personalities? Perhaps you can try taking this quiz?
I'm sure the answer will be more or less, THE SAME.

Blehhhh.

Things that I'll miss when I move to..

HOSTEL.

Mind not, I'm moving in to a small room tomorrow. Located at somewhere (walking distance) near my college, which I'm afraid that you're very uninterested to know. FACT.

Now here are some things that I'll miss. Just some. This list could get longer as long there's any idea in mind.

1)
PLASMA TV

I am obviously..

KIDDING.

None of the televisions at my house are thaaaat advance. Oh *pat self.

Forget about it. The-moving-picture-box that gives me all time entertainment will be the first non-living-thing that I'll be missing *sobs sobs

2.

EXTREME COMFY BED 

 

(By Single Malt)

It's FREAKING comfy I know.
I KNOW!

Too bad, my bed isn't as huge as the one in the picture. But all those squeezy,fluffy pillows and blankets > :')

Hahahah. I'm lame. So forget about it.

Next!

3)
RADIO

What's this?

I know this red RADIO looks like some kind of toaster of something but this image is just for illustration and entertainment purposes :P

Ngeheh. I'm being lame, again.

Gah!

This one (coming up next) iz important. NO LIE!

 

4)

MAMA'S COOKING 

 

For sure.

That wasn't my mum. Got that photo from google, no worries.

Geeeees.

4)
(no picture)

I'll miss lazying around my house.

I'll miss my sofa.

I'll miss my garden. (so called)

I'll miss my house phone (lol)

I'll miss myself singing and dancing alone in my own room :P

I'll miss snapping sunset photos through my window :)

I'll miss onlining like a boss.

I'll miss blogging lifelessly like this.

I'll miss stalking people's blogs, profiles, twitters, flickrs, tumblrs and the list GOES ON.
I'll miss my pa.ma.ko.jie.

Heehee and all the nonsense I-miss-everything.

I'm on a rush

actually.

 

So excuse my childish-ness,

there's always time for people like me to grow up :)
This is a for-godsaken-fun-post.

No immaturity inserted here.

Just to rebuild my passion in blogging :P

Hence,

bye.