I MADE IT..

so WONDERfully.
:]

(if and only if I could rotate the smiley and make it a thousand times BIGGER, which shows how HAPPY I am, that would be good)

To those who have not been catching up with my updates lately (very obvious if you read my previous blogposts), Imma declare that YOU SUCK!
Haha.

Kidding.
So this is the third Tuesday, the third day I went for a driving re-test. Very humiliating and stressing, I know.
Skip the frustration and emo part! I passed and that's the end of story.

Never will I let my feet to step that place anymore, never will I hear the uncles yelling "OI!!" and their usual wolf-whistle and cheerful cheers upon seeing the students fail anymore, never will I see the students bathing with sweats, unable to start the engine due to the clutch that they are pressing anymore, never will I see the students' car roll down from the hill and HECK YEAH. 

NEVER means NO MORE. (Raise up my both hand- symbolises BOOYAH)

:D

However of course, I'll miss the very Malaysian jokes made by those instructors, the funny act (like a kid) which made us laughs, the flirty eyes at  cute girls by the uncles which made us puke, the friendly people as my new friends and most importantly the experience. The experience of being failed which hence concluded me that I am a person with a brain with no skills :) Ha.Ha.

Whatever it is, today's success will not come true if there wasn't any hardwork behind it.

Thanks to my mum, who constantly TRAINED me to drive on the road, around my housing area at night, telling me I should/not do this and that. Thanks to HER for teaching me how to reverse a car properly, letting me know how to control clutch steadily. And good God, she never gives up on me each time I failed to drive properly. That's why I love her so much. So so so uncountable much! ♥

She keep telling me : When you drive, you must have the POWER. The POWER to drive. If you feel weak and you will fail without further doubt. Remember, POWERRRR. :]

So called the self motivation before my turn to go for the test.
Lol

So I didn't confess my love to the car I drove this evening. Instead, I told myself for many many times : Relax. Focus. POWEERRR!

There I went, almost fail the slope/hill part AGAIN (for the third time, if I do). But thank god, I managed to control the car, and I MADE IT! Yesyesyes!

While I was on my way to the next station (side parking), I can't stop cheering, lol.

Mad happy, I tell you. The P license is finally mine. OHO.

Despite of the heavy sweats all over my body with the very stinky smells, who in the world cares right? All my mini training(s) PAID OFFF!

Plus, I haven't exercise in a while.. so whatever :P

HEHEHE.

Now, I still dislike driving. Heh, it's like how I disliked Add Maths once upon a time.

Somehow, I will develop some "love" in this thing. WELL I HOPE :/

On the other hand, I would like to thank my friends who showed me endless supports, who gave me lucks, who said I can do it, who told me that there are people who failed 5 TIMES which was worse than me, who reteached me for things that I don't undestand, who adviced me to believe in myself, and YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, seriously, with all my heart, THANK YOU. :)

Without you all, I will not blog here with a proud heart saying that I had passed this living skills that I'm weak at.

Thank you! :')

Hardwork gurantees success. I just proved it to you.

:)

Listen to me ;

#thingsthatmakemesad ;

#thingsthatpissedpeopleoff : A matter of fact that I'm not a driving material.

#thingsthatpissedmeoff : I can't take the re-test on the same day which is kinda humiliating.

#thingsthatpissedmyfamilyoff : I can't drive.

#thingsthatpissedmeoff : Just say it. My left leg is stupid.

K.thanks.bye.

 

They say :

I understand how failures taste like. I understand how the ugly people feel. I understand that no one is borned perfectly but LUCKILY.

Made lots of new friends. Mumbled non-stop.
My courage and friendly levels have been increased.


I'm telling you that this was my 2nd attempt and miserably, I did not pass. Nuff' said.

Told ya' driving is not my thing. (don't tell me that there's no such thing) There ARE people out there who are struggling like me, just incase you don't know. Don't ever judge me by my exam grades. I basically suck at practicals and there were proves. Don't misinterpret my confidence based on my appearance. I may look cool inside, but actually jelly inside.


Somehow, LPK will go through it.
She'll never ever give up no matter what despite of how people look/smirk at her.
Experience is what she got and she'll try her best again.
It's afterall the hardwork that counts, no?
I was borned to work hard and THAT IS A FACT.

Good Day.

KPP #3 ;

Can't literally believe that this is the third time I'm blogging about Kepala Pusing-Pusing (@__@)

First class : 20 Feb

Tutor's time management was a little messy. Do take the "messy" as a serious thing. My parents got pissed, I didn't but tired of everything. So basically I learned how to drive the car by controlling the three pedals mainly the clutch, brake and the accelerator, It's not easy , at all. I think stepping on the pedals of a piano is hundred times easier! Oh, am I being melodramatic? Blerghh. 

At first, I was tested to drive around the empty field near Sg. Chua market. When she said, "Now I want you drive on the road " I asked myself, "Hoah. Am I qualified?" So -lol.

With her instruction, I did not make my driving  that horrible.  

Change to gear 2! I changed. 

Step on the brake! I stepped. 

Release the clutch pedal slowly! Terrible time. I don't know how many 12345 times did the engine stop :Z

PS (s) of the day : My tutor is kind of good in cursing. A Red Kancil knocked on my car when the engine stopped suddenly due to my mistake. AWKWARD. And, learning all the side parking, 3-point-turn , the slope -in one day? GOSH, I freaked out.

Second class :23 Feb

Morning class made me feel super fresh, less sweaty, more happy!

Basically tutor commented that I'm still bad in turning the stereng which was really really bad T__T Whatever, at the very least, my side parking practice and 3-point-turn improved a little. It's a good news to me, certainly maybe not for her because she expected me to learn faster than anyone else? Grr. After the 3-hour-class, I immediately slept without even take my 2nd breakfast. Such pig ;b

Reminder of the day : "Don't you dare to forget all the things that I taught you today. Or else.. .. " said the tutor. Swallowed hard, I whispered : Yes, Aunty. I hope she heard :X

Third class : 28 Feb

Morning class AGAIN. Ha, whatever it is, morning is so much better than the late afternoon. The weather will make me sleep like duhhh. So yeah, everything went pretty well I think.

SUPRISINGLY, I met a lot of known faces there. The geniuses, a guy who sat in front of me during 6-hour-class-lesson, I shall named him S lah. Makes life easier. andd a few familiar faces. LOL! What a coincidence, that's all I can say.

Self-motivation of the day : "PK, you can do it. Just practice, stay calm, remember what the Aunty said, and you'll get through this. Jia you!"

Fourth class : 4 Mac

Morning. Adored the lovely sky. Very lovely. Just that I didn't bring my camera to have a snapshot of it.

No no no, I shouldn't. People might think that I am a freak.

Oh well, my eyes observed the view, snapped it and kept it in my brain. A film-brain, what I called it. Long story short, I had my freaking QTI today. QTI (Qualifying Test At the Institute). LOL at the name. If I'm not wrong, I think I passed? My tutor didn't say anything but WHATEVER IT IS,

cheers for me. :D
I was quite pleased with everything today. Improvement was obviously seen. Received compliments more than critics. Guess yesterday's self-reminders worked big time ;)

PS (s)  for the day : " Yes, I made it. Thank you, God" :) and I think I saw that S fella again. :S Oh wow.

The next step after this : JPJ test, which falls on 22 March. -,- > G.R.E.A.T (insert sarcasm here)

I have to wait for another two weeks or so. *soft rawr*

But it's good also, I can practice and learn to drive better on the road. I'm still suck at that, you know.

Gahhh, nvm. I know I can do it :)

KPP #2 ;

BOOHOO. TOOHOO!

It's Sunday, baby! The breezy, cooling day is making everyone sleeeeeeeepy. Yes? :)
I had a 11-hour-of-good-sleep last night, dreamt of my birthday (like wth :S )
Without my realisation, Pa wake me up by you know, his usual yelling.
Totally freaked out and climbed out from my dream, the colour of the sky told me that it's 8am.
I smiled. 
Hehe. While holding the alarm clock of mine, which didn't even ring me up (not even once) since last week (pissed), the short needle showed one, and the long one pointed to twelve.
On the spot, I'm like "WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON?!"
Checked the time on my phone, and I'm proud to say that, I wake up at 1.
Such brilliant of me. 
Well, well, blame the rain :P I can't possibly resist myself from sleeping in a long hours under this wonderful weather. Seriously, damn niceeee!
...

Hello fellow Kepala Pusing-Pusing members! :D
Imma going to continue telling you about my KPP story. Yeh > Kepala Pusing-Pusing

Yesterday morning, my driving tutor's daughter fetched me to a Bangi-area for the road-law-test. Sounds funny? 

It's Ujian Berkomputer Undang-undang Jalan Raya in Malay. 

Everyone was kind of nervous, holding the greenish-yellow book while memorising the road sign and it's functions, and so on. EXCLUDING (ME) and a guy, who were standing outside of the place [since it had not opened yet) , chilling, looking at them, and standing steadily.

Driving tutor's daughter was very friendly, can speak multilanguages (Oh, yes. I love her :P), very outspoken and never stop talking! Ahhhh, that's how I'd like my tutor to be :) 

In that way, I will feel less stress or less uncomfortable. 

I told myself to chillax (chill and relax), not going to revise a single thing anymore, as the days earlier, I've been revising everyday at least an hour and a half, and been sitting for a heck > CD ROM test every 24 hours :P

So I'm pretty confident that I CAN DO IT.

I was the second person to walk into the computer room, guess what? My number was 1002 *hint Shahiela, hint* Geees, I told the number (silently) to send me all the lucky charms .

I guess it did! 

In the air-conditioned room, the people who entered a few seconds after me were typing so-damn-fast, which made me wonder if those people had to rush to somewhere. Chil okay? Don't make the room filled with tense.

Those questions were originally from the book, quite easy compared to the CD ROM. Got a little tensed up when someone actually rised up from the seat and left the room. Fortunately, I managed to score BIG,fatty fifty forty seven :) 3 more to target, but hella yay! I PASSED, so I don't care :PPP

The efforts totally worth it you know, those daily revisions with my very chilling mood, and heck yeah this is how I'm gonna study in my upcoming study life! :)

To be honest, I had failed the CD ROM test for *counts* FOUR (28/50, 35/50, 39/50, 41/50) times and passed TWO (43/50, 46/50) times.
All in all hardwork, I gotta know rules and driving better. I want to thank ShahielaChao for trying hard to explain to the blur-dungu-me about the three-road (lorong kiri thing), the stupid motor rules and a lot more. I understand that (lorong kiri thing) especially and that helps- A LOT! :)

Other than that, thanks for the info about mata demerit, and all the things that you gave through the phone :) With all these, the CD Rom test is like a nothing to me. Not to mention the real test, those questions are easylah! HAHA. Wooho, Nur Shahiela Chao! :)

...

Without my expectation, I was brought to listen to the 6-hour-course (3 hours theory and 3 hours amali) after that. I was like =__= No, you're not kidding me, No ?

I was hoping to SLEEEEEEEP cos' I had imsonia the night before. Yeh, which means I slept at 2. Pfffffts :/

And there goes, listened to the intoduction of the car and the bla bla and bla.

If you think I was yawning , WRONG. You think I was sleeping? WRONG. You think it was boring? WRONG.

WRONG. WRONG. WRONG.

I was paying one hundred percent. :3 I found myself weird, really.
Maybe the one who gave the talk inserted some funny videos in his slideshow. That didn't like make me feel so tired.
Here are the examples :
We must be polite and patient on the road  :)

 

And don't park your car elsewhere, like this ;

Break. (a few minutes break) 
Was texting ShaC to kill boredom. Ate only a piece of cake cos' the food at the canteen is either spicy or fried.(Throat rejected all of them. Now you knw why I had a mini lunch yesterday when I mentioned at twitter)

Then another 3 hours of talk began by two men. Known himself as the ex-national soldier, he's kinda perverted in some way. His explanation was funny but insulting at times.

Ohh, I hope that lady didn't get offended or something.

TOO BAD, when the man explained about the engines and the functions, and I could remember was nothing. Nothing went into my mind. *shakes head* 

Pity? I've no love for you, engines. That's why.

Another chinese man (who kept smoking) talked about the car battery, air filters and stuffs.

The rain was pouring, HEAVILY. 

The girls behind me were complainig about that they can't hear anything. So did I.

I can see his mouth moving, but grumble  nothing. Peace to the rain.

At the end he asked, 

"Kamu tentu tidak berminat untuk tahu ini semua kan. Kamu semua nak lisen L saja kan"

I wanted to reply him,  

"Uncle, you sudah salah. I nak belajar." 

But, neverminddd :P

Honestly, I want to learn all that, want to know why this, that and which stupid engine caused the car to broke down, etc. But the rain spoiled it all. :/

Guess, I'll do online-researh and learn by myself then.

Oh yeah, they didn't teach us how to change tyres! 

Ish, freaking geram. 

I wish to see how and want to try, hopefully? lol. 

So that in my future, I won't stop at a side, crying for man's help to change the tyre for me. Tsssssssssssk. I dislike that. 

I'd like to change by myself, feeling brilliant, without depending on man. Hikhik :P

...

Around 3.30pm, I had to wait for my name being called, my heart screamed : 

I CAN GO BACK. Oh yesh! Uh-huh, oh yeah *dance*

But the female clerks were being so slow, chatting and at that moment, I felt like strangle all of them.
After went out of the room, I immediately SMILE. Like those very awesome, proud smile, and skipped with joy.

PS : I saw a kinda good-looking guy, holding a cigarette. Image spoiled. That's why, don't judge a book by its cover.

KPP #1 ;

Come on, if you're a driver, you know what KPP stands for.
But according to the funny man who gave the Undang lecture at Bangi, he said it jokingly, 
"KPP itu kepala pening-pening. Atau kepala PUSING-PUSING "

I literally gave my best lolface?

Okay, Imma clarify here that I fear of  dislike driving :S
BECAUSE..

• I am bad in directions. Got losted with Pa like sosososo many times. I had enough phobias.
• Hate to stuck in a traffic jam. Who doesn't?
• I prefer public transport? Just slap me, I know I AM WEIRD :X

Or MAYBEE..

• I am afraid to hold any responsibilities on the road. Whattheheck. SLAP ME ONE MORE TIME!
• I fear of road accidents *touch wood*

Damn it.  Are these some kind of symptoms or something?

I just attended the 5-hour-road-law-talk last fortnight. Pffffts, I yawned (non-stop) starting from 9am. God, I lost count how much yawning I did!
The man who gave the talk was 62 years old. Oooh yeah, I remembered clearly he said,
"I was 7 years old in 1956"
 Just thanks to his laughable crap, the whole entire course wasn't that uninteresting. In fact, I made a few NEW friends there ;) 
Met Shin Yii and a few tuition friends, which eventually cooled me down that I was not a loner, booboo :P
Chit-chat. Laughed. Giggled. Smiled. Acted cool
I was really glad that I can finally go back home after I got my temporary SPP Pandu Selamat card? *relief*
First procedure - DONE! :)


TBH, I am from no-driving-school. Or perhaps yes, but no name :/ The one who brought me to the place (and I think she's going to teach me driving as well), is an aunty. She is seemingy as my sis's ex tutor :/

Why no name?
Good question. Apparently, her namecard only consists of her name, her contact number, her address and her posts.
Her posts include agents for insurance, driving license and etc.
:/
So I have no idea at all when people started to question me, "What driving school are you from? "
:/ again.
Neway. she speaks high-speed-perfect-mandarin *swallow.. HARD*
I am a little afraid that I couldn't understand her. *smack face.. HARD*
And I hope that I'll not screw million times if I accidentally touch her nerves with my stupidity and blur, un-understandable, HORROR face. 
Godddddd *pray.. HARD*


Started to feel the creepiness when all the tutors have started explaining and introducing new stuff to their students where else I was being dumped alone at the place. Heh, I was playing my cool face there, acting that I knew everything. Yeahh. "so"cool :L
Swt much.
No, I'm not being a complainer here, just just.. thought of.. expressing out though :/
..
The next procedure is to sit for exam.
The 50-multiple-choice questions are literally NOT a piece of cake, as stated by those who went :/
But look, passing mark is 42. It's so easy to fail. Yes?
I just gone through an exe in the CD that I brought, I GOT 27 upon 50.

P.F.F.F.F.T.S

Heck. But I guess it's okaaaaay. *console self*
Cos' I just did some readings on the signboard part (ONLYYY!)  in that 500-question-book.
When I'm ready, I'm going to strive my best? So, no more bugging me, "PaMaGor".
My aim is to get full marks like duhhhh. :P It's hard, I know
I WILL TRY MY EXTRA BEST, no worries :)

PS : Perhaps, I will love driving one day. Time will come! ;)