22 October 2008

one of my worse day in my life

ppl!~
hows ya doin? pmr has ended. sch was filled with examination and activities for f3's. overall was oklah..cant wait for tmrw's fashion show.
yday galah panjang nilam won i think. CONGRATZ..today i didnt enjoy any single laughter going on in the hall at all.after marked the attendance,i helped teacher in doing cert stuff. need to wait the stupid printer to warm up. 2 hours man! sitting lk a dungu with sann. i went around the sch to find teacher. supposingly to my mood should be okay. tiring. haih~ then after recess,went back to the room n pn pushpa taught me,jyi bout how to print the cert,..we were given a stack of cert to print. all classes except 3m n 3n which pn pushpa finished them already. well,its going on quite well just now. we also got another stack for bm pulak. we do lo..my job is to chop the name of the principal at the cert there. some was quite untidy..bi cert for our class finished dy. then started with bm. pn pushpa came in and scolded us.for not finishing her work and do another stuff. she was terribly angry and i kept sorrying. well, the way she scolded was very horrible. all the teachers inside there were looking at us. i was really pissed off that time and was nervous. acidentally ,i cried! ah! damn it. i could nt controlled it when i saw cik bb n told her what happen..i apologised to her and she adviced me. somehow,pn pushpa gotta to remember the face of us and she said if we go in to her class next year,we will kena then.plus,she said we're totally irresponsible n not trustworthy .=(..
well,im really sorry that if i did anything wrong. and i didnt enjoy anythin today. i didnt watch the "mengacara  show" and i didnt laugh at all.
i was really sad. sad and sad. sad of not enjoy anything instead of getting feelings lk unhappy,embarass,scared,nervous,tiring. sad of getting so much work. sad of letting the tears rolled down. argh!
i dont dare to take any job next year *seriously* image dropped till in the dung. i felt really sad n i cant describe the feeling. anyone understand me?
i dont hope my life becomes like this.AAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!
hope i could forget this asap! but can i? what should i do when i see that teacher? smile? wish her? what will she respond?
GOD KNOWS~
now im looking forward to watch hsm3. thats it..i dont care anymore. dont ever gv me any more stuff. i FEAR! and go away!

No comments:

Post a Comment

Comments? Questions? Thoughts? They are always welcomed here :)

Photobucket