Don't stop believing ;

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Sometimes, I wish I am that strong, that optimistic. I've been really negative ever since January. Nothing runs smoothly as planned.

 

Results were horrible. Not below 50 but still horrible. A lecturer of mine was obviously dissapointed, so was I. How I wish I am a genius for once. How I really wish that my brain can operate as fast as lightning.. 

 

 

How I wish.. .. .. .. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

which is impossible,  I know.

Guess it's okay,  so I shall just 

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AS-exam is in another 6 more months. A-2 syllabus is coming soon, which is going to start on January 2012.

The upcoming holidays are going to spend with families, outings and other planned activities. All the time have been occupied and when can I re-study, you tell me :(

 

I need to work really really hard to score. I need to read a lot of books. I need to do a lot of research and exercise. All in all,  I NEED TO BE HARDWORKING. Nuff' said.

 

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That (sentence in the photo) is so true. That's when comparison starts to spread around.. between the genius and the less intelligent people. It hurts when people started to give you that smirk, puzzled face. It even hurts when lecturers started to mention your name and  teased you in the most sarcastic way, just to annoy you eventhough their real intention was just a silly joke.

STILL, it hurts.

I'm so tired. So tired of writing all about the exams in this diary of mine. I am tired to see so many stressful post here, I'm tired, just tired of you know.. everything.

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Either way, that's life. Nothing is avoidable and it's a fact that each of us (me) has to face. Things come and go, we should see things in an unexpected way, a different angle of life. Letting go isn't an option, it's a choice. If letting go makes you happy, why not? Somehow in some way, there's always chances. Mistakes are meant to be made, failure is definitely essential. If there's no failure, where comes the success?

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There is no point, regretting over what you did, whether it's done badly or greatly. What has done cannot be undone. Accept the outcomes with a positive mind and move on. Recorrect the flaws if there's any. Improve youself from the flaws rather than blaming the imperfections.

To be a better human being, I choose to fail.

Stand up straight, PK. Life's still pretty,

as always :)