When it comes to a point where you're keep pondering,

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The amount of people who's taking Physics are obviously REDUCED after test two.
Worry not, I'm not included in that group. 

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Only 5 human beings in my class passed the Physic test. To dissapoint you further, I am NOT in the passing group. Hence, now you know the reason (chicken photo).


It's tough, you know.. when you're in the peak point whether you should keep staying strong, worrying what if the efforts that have been poured are all pointless?


Stay positive, PK. Stay positive.


It's even more heartbreaking when you sum and average the marks up, you don't even get digits nearly 60.
Depressing, I know.


A few more weeks before test three.


I just HAVE TO work extremely hard. Nothing is easy, I want to keep holding on, grasp my scholarship firmly with the pride that I SHOULD and DESERVE to get it.
It's very impossible but nothing is not possible if I try my best. Right? :)


I have a poor sense of language. People don't seem to get track or understand what am I saying/writing. All the words have been jumbled up. Essay isn't like a piece of essay. Constantly struggling, finding for words with the additional -lah -mah -meh and all the poorly rojak-mix-language made my life fun but at the same time SUCKS cos' speaking that kind of language for a long time would ruin me. People often ask, what language do you speak usually? Shame. Sad thing.


Okay, Imma declare that I just crapped with some nonsense up there.
Ignore that, okay?


I had a bloody emo-mood last Monday. I was feeling blue, unable to speak, ended up being silent for the whole day. The effect of overdue stress, maybe.
Thanks to Yuqing, who was willing to be my ears and supplied me with cute, supporting, not to mention ENCOURAGING words :)
That means a lot, you know.


Thank you Yuqing! :) *hugs


My life now is none other than stressful. Those people who isn't smart will feel me, definitely.
There's so much things to study, so much facts to absorb, so much concepts to be understood. All the time I have is only a few weeks.
You know why I said that?


In the morning, you go for lectures, then to tutorials and to practicals, where at times you will be suffocating over the 5 hour-non-stop-lectures which is basically.. .. .. killing your breath. At night, you HAVE to sacrifice your sleeping time just to complete all the tutorial (homeworks) nor REVISE if you don't understand. To a slow learner like me, it takes forever for me to even absorb a page! @@


I slept for 5 hours nowadays, I kid you not, just to catch up on what have I been missing.

Now you tell me, isn't that nerve-racking?

Constantly studying without a proper rest. Isn't that abnormal for a person?

Yet, this is the life that I chose.. shouldn't have ranted too much right? :)
Ignoring the negative sides, studying-learning-new-stuffs-is STILL fun to me despite all the overloading tension! :)


Seniors often advice me..

You better enjoy your college life now. 

Life at university is EVEN stressful and lifeless!

You know what I reply them?

No worries, seniors. 

I AM enjoying my life now. 

To the fullest, INDEED :)

I AM NOT GIVING YOU UP,

 YOU SHITTY PHYSICS 

HAHAHAHAHA.

Plus, I have some mini problems with Pure Maths, Chemistry and GP essay writing as well.
HOW SHEEEZ?


The only choice I have now is to have strong determination to overcome the weakness within me.


BY THE WAY, I have 37 blog followers nao > :) I seriously don't know the reason they follow my blog (probably because it's interesting which I don't think it is) but hellow fellow followers( if you're reading this) THANKS FOR FOLLOWING YAWWWW :D 




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