Life is a bitter-sweet

Warning : You have a choice. Read or Don't read.  But I advice you to choose Don't. This is another piece of absolute senseless craps.

Earlier ..

Now..

1. Never, NEVER judge anyone by first sight, first smile, first conversation, first hi. Behind all that, there is a story, a hidden story that shapes her/him for what she/he is now.
2. Don't show or reveal too much of your mistakes to anyone.
3. Stay calm and be yourself.
4. Perfect human. No, I personally have not found one yet.
5. I am such a boring person. Never do I know that! :/
6. Humble. humble. humble. That's all I need to be.
7. No over-proud or arrogant.
8. Expect less.
9. Don't ask too much, accept it. Don't create a bad image.
10. LEARN from other people's mistakes. Don't laugh at them (mistakes). Look at their (people) strength instead.
11. I am a learner. I AM A LEARNER.
12. Always be ready to excite when a handphone is ringing with the name, "Driving tutor" printed on the screen
13. Curse the person who says you're suck. No. The curse part is a joke.
14. Don't envy. Be grateful, ALWAYS!
15. Don't shrug. Smile more.
16. When somebody speak negatively, SPREAD optimism. Smile. Sing. SMILE :)

And the list goes on and on and on..

So called-the-daily-self-reminders.

Look, I am an enemy of perfect. No, perfect hates me, and everyone.

I like flaws. These ugly flaws teach me what life is and why hardships exist. I never blame God for the problems that He gave me since I was borned. I was borned to work hard. That's an undeniable fact. I complained, I cursed, I sweared. But I know, I had become someone who's wiser, better and a life lover.

I've been really naive, on certain things, which I hope to recorrect them someday from this second. Words that were been blurted out without further thinking is a shame. From all expect, I mean. Before this, I felt less awesome for totally no apparent reason.

There was perhaps, I don't want to reveal it here. It's something unpleasant that I should learn not stating out here without learning.

Don't know why, I am expert in making people speechless since young. There was no research shown that it has been inherited from my parents. Is this good or bad? Oh my, what a way to ruin a conversation. Extrovert is me. Over-friendly is me. Sensitive is me.

Bad feeling often runs in my blood. Whether it is sucks, depressing, stupid, anything.

I overcome these negative thoughts by thinking my family at Aussie. How awesome have they have been to me, telling me how grateful I should be to have them as my loved ones.

Not everyone is open minded as the wise, inspirational people out there. Critics are meant to be accepted, taken with full sensiblity. Scan them and recorrect if you need to.
Compliments are meant to be accepted as well, but with humble. Say thank you, have manners. Thank you is priceless, people. Don't get too arrogant over small, sweet things you've received. They are actually the source of encouragement to become better and better you in this typical life. Be it offensive or insulting, one has to understand that everyone has different point of view. 

It took me hours to write these. I'll type it all out when there is any idea knock my brain. I don't get to do anything once there is no inspiration. Bad, I know. I wish I could travel, to gain experience, to gain more life lessons. I want to learn, in fact I LOVE to learn. Everyone is gifted with this ability, I don't want to neglect this God's creation. 

Another one that I would like to thank Him is.. creativity. Being thankful for basically everything I have is all I could do now.

Life.. is so unpredictable.

Nonetheless, I'm still another human being who takes in oxygen and breathe out carbon dioxide.

Note to self : I'm not one of the awesomest people on Earth but one thing for sure is I am awesome :)

Yes, I do.