Life is a bitter-sweet

I found out something.. REALLY COOL :] that my previous post's content is irrelevant with the post's title, wth.

It should be bitter and sweet or something else. Tsktsk.
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Now here's a little update about MY life since after the New Year's Eve.

Eve of the New Year's Eve.
-Mum said she's ill. Literally very ill.

New Year's Eve

-As her daughter, I take care of her, without touching the cyber world. I am brilliant.

New Year

-Midnight : Received text as usual :) Was a bit suprised that people these days still giving New Year wish vis sms. Heck yeah, we human beings are awesome :) SMS is still the best even after the internet has been invented.

Day : Had a rather emotional afternoon because Mum had not recover yet.

Night : Went for a wedding dinner with Pa at Winston, KL (opposite The Pavillion, KL) :) Wasn't feeling really well as I was really moodless to go to anywhere during the first day of 2011. However, I was forced to go, which I forced myself to smile to everyone even I had a pale-ghostly-non-make-up-face. Thank god, the food there really cheered my day night up. The food was scrumptious!  From the appetizer to the dessert, all I can say is they tasted really really good. I gave 'em TEN GOLDEN STARS :) Well well, maybe that was my first time been to a so high-class hotel, which you might even went for gazillion times. So what? I was darn grateful though :)

A day after New Year

-Went to Sentul, KL (my grandma's house) with my Mum by KTM, whom I believe her house is going to tear out by the gov in another 2 more days :( Grandma at Aussie is sad but we can do nothing. Things, furniture and stuffs like that are needed to move to a new place. Mum (who's still sick), Uncles and cousin were having a major headache.
Otw back, there was this foreign lady, asking me about the train platform whether it's heading to Serdang. I said "Serdang? Yes!" *confidently* lol. First time :> She's kind. She was giving her seat to an old woman unlike some Malaysians there, siting and staring. Shame on you.

Two days after New Year

-Sis brought mum to see the doctor. Got recommended by the doctor and his wife (the nurse) to go to Educational Fair (once again) at KLCC this time :/ They said physchology isn't really popular here :(
sigh
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Oh wait, school has reopened huh? Cheers to all the students out there :) Texted Sze Hoong about school stuffs. Aha, I was updating myself anyway :P She said, Pn Menirah is no longer at Convent. :( That's sad.
She's a very dedicated Art teacher whom I repect, and she's one of the cutest teacher ever. Even Suk Kuan likes her, duhhh. Of course, she's sometimes sarcastic and behind all her words has its meanings but I really like her as she likes to make us laugh. If she scolds, she scolds or advices us in a good way. No lie. 
Her passion in art is admiring :)

Three days after New Year
- It's Tuesday isn't it? Almost bored to death. Almost, not yet bored :) Thankfully Astro Hua Hee Tai paid me a company. To tell you the truth, watching all the same Taiwanese drama all over again was not good. You can memorise their phrase and might as well acted it out :/ Mum's still not in a good condition yet. Can't sleep well, and coughing all the time.

Four days after New Year
- Yesterday, wasn't it? :) Finally got to touch the desktop! :') Felt ultra different cos' I felt special independent, a grown up who shouldn't get lazy nor childish anymore. Promised self to not procastinate or being a lifeless soul anymore. Posted up pictures of books for sale.
It has been so far so good. Nearly all is going to be sold out :) Aha, the feeling of joy for getting rid of those exe books out of my cupboard is undescribable.


Today
-Sick. Voice turned gay. Snapped passport-sized-picture (face looked pink and my hair doesn't seem alright :/) 

I haven't post any of my yearly resolutions for 2011, have I?

To-do this year ;

• Wanna be more than matured. No childish thinking in my eighteen-year-old-life.
• Be enthusiastic in everything I do
• Less hot tempered. Smile more.
• More sporting than last year.
• Becoming a decisive person, certain and happy.
• Enjoy every life processes
• Think before I speak
• Master my language (Mandarin, Hokkien, English and Malay)
• Don't complain too much
• Control feelings and be steady.
• Need to be more systematic and a girl full of plans.
• Don't only say it but do to prove it.
• Read more.
• Confident.
• Stop comparing and don't lose myself
• Try not to judge people based on their look.
• Improve photography skills and also editing picture skills.
• Be proud of what those difficulties that I encountered, shaping into who I am today :)
• Don't lose to failure! Try harder next time.
• Absorb a bit of fashion knowledge. Being untrendy suck.
• Always think of those who's unluckier than you.
• Patient. positive minded. chill. cheer up. in any circumstances. 
• When comes to failure, always say I-can-do-it for manymany times.
• Says I AM AWESOME more than I SUCK :)

Longer than elsewhere? Ha, thank you. I know :)