16 November 2010

Kes Pertama ;

Monday is already officially announced as the last day of school at 12pm at SMKCK. To all the form fours, Happy Holidays to you. But to dear fifth formers, there's hell NO WAY for you to stay relax anymore!

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It's hard to believe that I had come to the last day of high school (excluding SPM). Yes, I love to become unrealistic like that. I didn't really like the whole atmosphere when all of us were asked to gather at the school hall to thank the teachers who have taught us all this while. Wan Ying started to rub her face all of a sudden while the 5 Jeds are queue-ing up to hug the teachers. I sensed something wrong, without a second, I asked, "
What's wrong? OMG. Did you just sob? "

Awww man. Thanks to you, WY. I started my sobbing job as well. I cried the hardest when I went to hug my class teacher, Pn Rohana. It's damn obvious that I'm wiping my tears from left to right, (goshhh), Pn Rohana steadily adviced me that it's okay. So do the rest of the teachers. They wished me, no not only me but the rest of us all the best, this and that. Okay, that's pretty
embarassing. Shahiela, Ruiy, Moli , Nik and Shahirah can't control their tears and joined me. How terrific the emotional atmosphere has become? No.no. PK, you are so sensitive. Why must you sob over small stuffs like that?

However, this time was totally different. That kind of "upset" feeling is undescribable. I just feel sad for the whole entire day. Might cry anytime and anywhere. Gahhhh, Such crybaby, huh?
No, this is my very first time, letting out all my feelings in school. Yes, FIRST TIME baby > FIRST TIME! Before that, never in my school life I would let any of my friends to see even a single drop of tears flow from my eyes. Never.
Of course, I did had the toughest moment when I was in f3, hiding over a building, sobbing hard. Nahhh, you can't see me that time. Only a teacher saw :P So you can say that I'm quite good in hiding real emotions.

Perhaps, my friends, teachers, school and memories that we had together left a huge impact on me. That's why I am feeling missed and touched so easily. Is this bad? :X

Now, let's just skip the emotional part. It's not something that I should be proud of anyway.









Our ten times attempts to study fail like seriously bad. Thenmoli : What time is it now? Shahiela : 9.57 am. Thenmoli : Let's take picture at 9.58 am!
Everyone : GIGGLES.

We talked about almost anything! Our outing after SPM, PLKN, the do's and don't's, life after SPM, mainly about future. We had fun, as usual :D
I really like talking to them cos i feel really really happy, joining the giggling group. Totally tensionless! :)
We treasured every moment that we had today, in spite of breaking the rules! :D















We were supposed to have a extra Physic class. Due to a meeting, Pn Y cancelled the class without even considering. My other classmates went back with a joyful smile. But, only a few of us, stayed back at school, spending time talk.talk.talk and TALK :) Talk and gossip as we wish. Like who the hell care us even the f2's are zooming into the class already? We don't have much time to care them so much, you know.
We headed to Pn Asmah's office to get her bio and everything. She really does has the cutest smile ever. Geeees, am not lying! All of us really love her especially when she smiles :) She gave us a lot of motivational talk, all the you can do it and don't let us down quotes. Ahhhh ;') She's the best best best Bio teacher I've ever had! Guess what? All SIX of us (excluding Nik ) hugged her, can you imagine that? Aww :)
I'll miss her so so so so much! ♥

Okay back to fierce! COMSQUAD 2100. [Please take note]



Field activities : Pose like a total gangster.
: March
: Scream-shout to the sky
( I shouted the best and the loudest *proud* I've been wanted to do this for so long! :P )






No free show, for your info.
NOW ,

This is going to be my life time memory.

P/S : I guess quite a number of them saw my red-eyes today. Wooo, soo soo maluuu!
PP/S : Can't control the feelings even after I reached home. Thanks to TWT for comforting :)
PPP/S : If you want me to cry now, I can you know. Sheeeee ;)
PPPP/S : Nonono. I am only emotional for a day. I'll be switching back to the old VERY tough that me who is good in hiding emotions :P
PPPPP/S : Seriously, thank you for everything! I feel ultra blessed to know all of you who add multicolours into my life :)
PPPPPP/S : LET'S WORK HARD FOR SPM, babehhhh! :D

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