The 8th day ;

EXACTLY. It's the 8th day of February.
Gulp hard. Real hard.

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Y'know, everything is so uncertain. Plans, dreams, future.
Nothing can change the fact of the past, done means DONE. Either learn from it, get over with it or ditch it. It sucks when everything feels uncertain. It's like having to walk on a road with many junctions but you don't know which road to choose or worse still, you don't know how to continue walking until you sat right at the centre of the junction, pondering. Guess that's life, isn't it? Full of decisions to make, full of considerations to take.
It sucks. It really really sucks.

If god were there to grant me a few wishes, I want to be blessed with a good study life, good working life, good love life, good family life and a healthy, happy life. That's all.
I don't need any luxurious, branded items, grand bungalows or even a wealthy husband, I just want those simplicities that I mentioned.

I really dislike uncertainties, it often makes me think a lot of what ifs and what nots. What if the results is not what I expected? What if they don't offer or accept my applications? What if I can't get to study what I want? 

#nowplaying : You've gotta get up and try try try.

CNY is coming, I don't feel the mood, at all despite all the cheery songs playing all over the radio/TV commercials/in shopping malls. My sister is married, my bro had decided to celebrate it at China this year, left me alone with my parents. :l
I secretly wish that it is not going to be as bad as I thought. Keeping my fingers cross now.

Sometimes when you have 24 hour a day, you spend 10 hours sleeping, 3 hours eating, 4 hours chillaxing, 2 hours reading, 5 hours doing one thing. This, I'm gonna say is by far the worse time planning that I will ever come across if this is happening to myself. Such unproductive day, doing mostly nothing. Oh well, I am always reminded by the elder ones, time is precious. Treasure it well or not you'll sure regret wasting it.

"Stay strong".This is what people always say.


Neway, I am turning twenty soon. Say yay or nay?