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Greetings to you.

First and foremost, this is a pretty long post. Please do not read this if you think you shouldn't.

Warning has been given. Better take note of that.

I am going to tell you a fairytale  of a girl. 

Seventeen. Not your kids next door or even your front door.A girl who loves Biology and enjoys every second of life. A daydreamer who basically thinks ten percent negative but five hundred percent positive.You know her, she's quite humble plus a little bit shy, with the always blur-looking-face, you can sum up all together and equals to a fair looking hokkien-ist. Often described as a stick-like and flat-chest girl, she is a sensitive girl by heart but a tough skin by appearance. 

She doesn't own a perfect family but she has a great maternal family who support and love her super duper much. She undergoes many difficulties and impossibilities which she thought she is not going to succeed to live until today. 

Thought of killing herself, but she knows she still need to support her family. How will they live without her? Afterall, dying is not a solution to a problem. She thought that she was not supposed to live in this world. She's born to this world to suffer. In spite of everything, she's so wrong. As in very wrong. She learns. As well as think. Numerous times until she get the headache. 

She cried, threw tantrum, screamed, yelled and complaint. She tried every single things that can release all her depression. But she knows, those are not helping her. She learnt and put a lot of thoughts on the bright side to move on. Life goes on.

She is easily touched by a meaningful drama that taught her a lot of moral lessons. Spot quotes and share 'em in the internet world are her favourite routines. Country music is her love. She prefer smooth and calm tune that understand her feelings and thoughts. Habitually, she'll highlight some of the awesome lines on the songs and repeat it from time to time. She also hearts happy, cheerful pop music. That actually bring joy and lighten up her life. Her body would eventually moves from left to right just to follow the sweet-sounding notes.

She's different from any other typical chinese, for she owns an extra curly-wavy-expansion hair that everybody will say wow and eww. She has a pair of long hands, as well as two long legs which make her stand tall at 1.65 m height. She never likes her small eyes and huge forehead. She often get envy by others who have cute fringe in front. Well, jealousy never leaves her alone. A schoolgirl and also a daughter, she doesn't own a beautiful look but she's very grateful that she is at least far more fortunate compare to the disable. 

She has a bunch of nice friends. But heck, no true friends. But hopes to find one in her future. She knows that it's very hard to find an exactly faithful friend who appears when you need them. Hard, very very hard. In this world, only some exist.

 A peace lover and also a nature lover. Not forgetting that she is a photograhy lover too. She adores awesome pictures with perfect photography skills. You can say, it's her passion. One of her dream is to travel to every part of the globe and capture every bits and angles of life. To her, camera is the best man-invention ever! 

Used to hate novels and storybooks because there are a lot of new and weird weird alien words. Yes, alien alien words to her but in the modern term, they are known as the vocabularies. But now, she loves to read. She starts to enjoy learning new alien words day by day. She thinks that alien words are awesome too. :)

She's an exaggerator and annoying at the same times. Repeating over and over and over again is the best thing that she can do to increase other people's boiling point.

 Infatuation - easy fell in love is her expertness. Well, she has.. *count* at least 5 fake husband when she was six. Awesome not? She regarded her neighbour as her first boyfriend, her cousin as the second one and the list went on and on. That's 11 years back. Now, she is tougher than she thinks she is. Her infatuation level decreases gradually and she improves alot. Yes, alot is alot. Of course, she never stop glancing at hot, juicy guys. Hoping for one but not now. After 20 she suppose. Hopes to go through tough circumstances before melting into a happy marriage.

She believes that tommorow is better than today and today is better than yesterday. She's unusually outdate. Kim Kadarsian? K-Stew? or even the richest millionaire, who? Bate? Gate?  It's Bill Gate aite? That's the name that she always heard but she truly doesn't know that he is used to be the richest man in the world. For now, she's trying to update herself. Afraid of being laugh, she wants to be a better person. She loves to smile, regardless of anything. To her, smile is the best way to know new friends.

Of course, she's not  perfect. She doesn't even deserve to become a perfect girl. She knows that. She encounters many failures. Dropped thousand and millions of times. Nonetheless, she learn to stand. Stand tall to walk again. She never gives up. She was adviced by many wise and rational peoples. Life ain't that bad actually. She sees beauty and rainbow. Not thunder and sorrow. She lives with the "i can do it" title. 

When she sees someone's depression, she'll try her best to comfort and advise that particular person. She'll be a good listener, and shut her mouth off when she supposed to and spread out magic words when she think she need to. She's not an angel but she thinks there is a need to help others to overcome their problem when they are having the same difficulties as hers. She think they need it. 

In another word, she is described as a busybody. A one who loves to know other people's unnecessary things. She's truly apologise for that. She doesn't mean to. Somehow, she learn again that not all people need her help. After listening to a friend, she tries to understand. She see and judge things by different angle. She learns to think before she speaks. She's a grateful girl who feels blessed whenever people pay a tiny concern on her. She is thankful for that. .

Ooh, did she tell you that she loves orange? Not the fruit, but the colour. She started her first doodle by orange colour pencil. Still remembers clearly, almost all her colouring books are fulled of orange colours. Now, she still like that colour. Deeply in love. She especially favourite it when it comes to shadows with an orange background, like this.

So far so good. It's so sad that I have to end the story here. Anyhows, these are only an inch of her story. 

Sincerely, she would bow and thank you for reading. [ If you're really reading from tip to toe]. No matter how life goes, how bad and evil life treats her, she will live as a normal, flawless girl with a positive mind and she'll enjoy her life as long as she lives in this small world.

Let her doodle and doodle all over her diary and hope you woudln't mind with all her craps.

Good Day.