Mixture of emotions ;

Imma announce two news. Good and bad.

KTAR : An 8teen-year-old-girl with the surname Lee, accompanied by her Papa and sister, went to the college to register her name. She is going to study A-levels for 1.5 years, which is equilvalent to 18 months. As she will receive free-and-full-tuition-waiver, it has been an advantage and without further doubt, she is determined to study real DAMN hard to maintain this wonderful oppurtunity (scholarships). Not easy, but she will work hard :)


First news reported. Back to my usual normal blogging tone. ERKHEM. *clear throats*
:)
Why, hello you!

I was rather happy to finally settled down on what I want to study, where I am going to study, and yeah I found the right place. KTAR is the one :) Affordable price, nice environment.

Goddamnit, that freaking place is SO HUGE! Lol.
Goddamnit, that freaking place has a lot of beautiful places, I mean (to a photography lover LIKE ME!), I can snap many awesome shots there :) JEEEEZ.
Goddamnit, as I've mentioned that the college is kinda hUGe, it's a pretty good place to walk around, jog around - EXERCISE. HEHEHEHE. Sho nais :)
So yeah.

My mum called my neighbour's son who is currently studying there to bring me to wander around. Well, just a short while though.
He was very very very very shy. lol I was the one who kept on talking, asking and trying to create a mini conversation with him. He brought me and my sister to one of the (three) canteen, the hostel (so far away!), the library, the classes and so on.

I asked : Hey, is there any photography club here?
Neighbour : Yeah. They do.
I replied : Oh, wow. COOOOOOOOOOLIO 8D
Neighbour : Why? You love to snap pictures huh?
I : HOLI-YES! 8D

He was still very shy. So I TALKED AND ASKED MORE la. What else? lol
At the end, as I was rushing back home, he wished us a friendly goodbye with a sheepish grin. Heh, I thanked him back like a gazillion times. HAHAHA!

Yay. I've made new friend-senior :)
Within 2 weeks, I will receive the acceptance letter. Wohoo.
God, please make it fast. I HONESTLY, can't waittttttttttt! :D :D :D
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They say college life is fun. I think I'm starting to feel them! :)

PS : Thanks to Gha Yee and Ai Xiang for providing me so much infos about Tar College ;) I appreciate all their efforts in helping me, really.
:)
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7 April , KAJANG : A former teacher of Convent Kajang, Cik Azizah Daud has just passed away this morning at 1.20am. Her funeral was at 11am. Not only brilliant but also a gem of Convent Kajang, she will ALWAYS be remembered by her students. An undeniable fact about her: She's one of the greatest girl guides teacher advisor and she was one of the teacher who spent almost her whole life time in Convent. She is just.. too great.
 

Rest in peace, teacher. 

:'(
This is the bad sad news that I mentioned.
Cik Azizah Daud..

I still remember..
when I was in a state camp, NONE of the guides teachers don't know her name :')

I still remember..
when she said jokingly in a KOKO ceremony, : Girls, guess who among us (the teachers here) grab the longest-period-of-teaching in-Convent-title? *silent* Needless to say, of course it's me. Who else? Pn LimCE is competing with me, but I win her by only one year :) *Pn Lim laughed*

I still remember..
everything that she taught me in every guides meeting. Be it the road coll or gelek-gelek or even the topi saya bulat song. They are simply hilarious and ridiculous. Well, that was my thought when I was in f2. As years went by, I actually learned that this is a girl guide's spirit. Something so valuable that I learned from the state camp where all the guides' teachers did the same too.
They sing and dance. They teach, laugh and smile. All these symbolise warm, friendly, and most of all.. SPORTING.
Guides' teacher are awesome. Very very awesome :') And I'm so proud that Convent has one great guides teacher like her :')

I still remember..
when she scolded me for no apparent reason. Her tone was beyond annoying. I was pissed. In fact, I disliked her for a short period. But soon, as I grew, I learned to forgive.
I never kept hatred but started to spread love. As I moved on to my life in f3, f4, and f5. I missed her. I missed how she educated us with the guides knowledge, how she taught us patiently... until she was sick. :(
She was diagnosed with cancer, and had stopped her teaching career in Convent. I was so glad to meet her back last year during Sports Day celebration. Too bad, she barely recognised me :(
She looked weak, thin and pale. But as she walked, she remained her cheerful face, even forced a smile although she can't remember me.

Today.. .. she has gone into another world.

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Life lesson that everyone should learn here ;

Look, you can't spend your whole life hating someone. Until the someone has gone into another world, you have nothing more to hate.

Love and treasure everyone besides you. Don't hate. You can hate for one second, but please, NOT forever. To add on, do forgive those who have made mistakes in the past no matter who. Life's too short to hate, seriously.

PS : Dear Cik Azizah, I hope you see this. Convent is proud to have you with us. We- the students will always remember you, your smile and one who has touched our life in every way. Thank you for everything and may you reach heaven safely.