Life is a bitter-sweet ;

Progressing but slowly ;

2012-03-10T22:05:00.000+08:00

So my study progress can be defined as not very good, nor very bad.
I'm accelerating, though slowly unlike anybody else.
I've been one of the most obedient child by not hanging around the cyberweb for a few days, which is something I should be proud of to a Internet-addict person like me. Heh.

Time is forever a good athlete, I, unfortunately is not.
But I can be a good competitor, by beating you, time with my non-giving-up-spirit.
Procrastination and laziness never leave me alone ever since I've came up with a new determination, last week?

They, I would refer as, at no time keep on the good job in attracting and tempting my soft-hearted soul. Say yes, SAY YES! I almost did.
However I came up with a no instead. :]

It's a good start, isn't it?

I want to continue being like this. Work constantly hard (like no one's business) for my future and most importantly, for my dear self. Though great intelligence does not belong to me, but I'd wish to prove that there's always this undescribable struggles or efforts behind every accomplishments in life.

Read more. Do more. Learn more. Give more.

Don't get affected by words. Work extremely hard but smart.
Compete with yourself, rather than comparing your results with the rest. Learn from people's mistakes, and seek for the experts if any question is raised.

Again and again,

NEVER AFRAID TO ASK.
(although it's stupid/embarassing.)

At the end, you get to learn something, isn't it?
:)

Self-control is important. Beat stress, beat stress! :D
So-so,

TIME/PROCRASTINATION,

Do not conclude the winner yet, who knows I might reach the ending point FIRST before any of you did. *smiles

Imma put myself to a stop here before the habit-of-talking-to-self is getting worse.

Hence, goodbye.

229 month-old ;

2012-03-10T21:03:00.000+08:00

Exactly one month ago. :)

31 days are as though as 31 minutes ;

2012-03-04T15:26:00.000+08:00

Time passes tremendously fast, you see. March has arrived quicker than I thought.
This simply means that, I'm already at the third month of semester two at TARCollege. :)

February has thrown so much beautiful memories to me, I didn't even get the chance to bid farewell. :(

It was raining cats and dogs. That's why I was not able to snap a decent shot but this.
God had decided to end the February cooling-ly, I guess.

Let me sum up my February :)

Had test four. Yikes!
Asked smarty pants questions (which are silly, or you can say dumb) with a thick-skinned face.
Lesson learn : NEVER afraid to ask.
Finished reading Dear John. GAHHH FINALLEH! :X
Had passion in studying. :)
Cut my hair! (again. xD)
Egg-standing baby! :D
Explored the whole The Mines Shopping Centre by myself #likeaboss. xD
Being the photographer of the Student Placement Day. WEEE!
Congratulation, Sherene. I am supaaaa proud of you. Super. x)
Burnt midnight oil for Chem. Sacrificed my sleep hours, but it was all worth it, eventhough I didn't get the best grade. :)
Early birthday celebration at Festival City. > :D
As mentioned before, February 10 was the best day of my life. <3
I love y'all!
Chinese birthday falls on the same day and date as my English's birthday. Amazing eh?
KINOKUNIYA explore-race. :D First, unofficial asam laksa. PHOTOGRAPHY! :D
Skipped Moral Education. (1st time in life) xD
Kajang house was invaded by three horrible thiefs. :/
Whitney Houston had passed away. :(
Refer to point number 15, the thief did not ransack any of my drawers. Phew!
(Sis : The thiefs got scared by the amount of books that you have in YOUR ROOM!) xD xD
Valentine's Day was olrait. :) Single Awareness Day at Chatime was EPIC! xD
Another mini belated birthday celebration at hostel. :>
Got my new contact lens. :]
Stayed at hostel for two weeks = Didn't g back for Kajang for two weeks.
Volunteered for Green Society! :D
Celebrated the last day of the 2nd month at Pavillion, KL.
(TYPO stationary-gift-shop and The Click! Shop are places that you must visit if you're a typography/photography lover)

Final summary : IT WAS FANTASTIC! *cheeeers

Wooo. So productive eh? :D I know i know!

March is going to be so muchhh better? I certainly HOPE SO.

March 1 didn't give me a good feeling as everyone (classmates) wasn't in the right mood which I don't know why. March 1 = Justin Bieber's birthday. That's why? xD

Hahahaha. It's a joke kay'?

Well well.

MARCH is gonna fly too!

With the MID-COURSE exam that I'll be having STRAIGHHHHHT after the one-week-holday, I think,

I'll either

faint or dance

with style.

GAHHHHH. I couldn't,

couldn't imagine. :X

Come on, me. I CAN DO THIS!

Overcome the obstacles bravely. Have an EPIC STRONG determination and never ever ever give up.

It's time to prove to yourself.

Au revoir, peeps.

I shall..

see

you..

soon. :]

Hugs!

Every ending has a new beginning ;

2012-02-26T22:36:00.004+08:00

This photo did not startle you, I hope?

Oh HEYYYYYY readers!

You know this is my belated-pending-delayed post.

right?

RIGHT?

This will be another long post, I would love to warn you.

If you're bored, you may read.

If not, you know what to do. :P

9 FEBRUARY 

Had a pre-big-day celebration with ze classmates at Festival City, situated at Genting Kelang, which is not far away from college if you take a RapidKL bus. Approximately 10 minutes, at least?

For sure, we didn't plan to celebrate my birthday alone (totally no-no) but it was a combined birthday celebration for January-February-March ~~babies~~-birthday-people (in our class).

Since it was the last day of our test four, everyone eventually agreed to have dinner together to ..

relax,

I suppose?

Gees. Out of 27 human beings in my class, 18 were present! Not full but half of the population came! :)

So we left CITC to the restaurant as a small group by RapidKL bus as some of them had already reached there before us. Eighteen of us were separated into two long tables, waiting for the arrival of our food (respective set of steamboat) hungrily. While eating, we (my row of table) talked-so-loud like crazehh.

We joked. 

We giggled. 

We laughed randomly. 

We teased each other. 

We almost screamed!

On the other way round, the another row of my classmates were happily enjoying their meal (a little bit too quiet) with only some soft talk unlike US? xD

Mehh.

Although we were the moist noisy group, we hade fun, nonetheless! :) Fun-talking-laughing-joking-session we had there. :]

Left : The 19th year old people! :)

Right : (Khim, Shinyee, Siewhui) :)

-Cut cake.

-Sang birthday song.

-Funny moment when Abel sang :

(birthday song third line)

Happy BIRTHDAY! to *inhale*

Yogesshinyeejeesinpeikhimtoongyuen *inhale* and ah Chai.

Everybody :

Happy Birthday to youuuuu!

Blurrrrrrrrrrr :(

It was a great day with you guys anyway.

9 FEBRUARY

Two hours before 12am 

1) Jotting down things that people have done for me. :)

2) Listening to country songs

3) Refreshing back memories of being an 8teen.

4) Received the FIRSSSSST birthday wish from Aussie cousin > JUSTINE! :D

5) Roommate bought me a small green-tea-cake. :O (omg, thank you!)

6) Mama-Jiejie called at 11.58am :O

10 FEBRUARY

-Facebook was spammed with birthday wishes.

-Birthday call was queue-ing when I was in the phone with mum.

-Birthday texts came in one by one.

-Birthday tweets were accumulating as well.

-Kelly-Jeesin-Cue Ting- Chernvern (hostel buddies) were standing outside wishing me out loud (when I was STILL on the phone with mum, lol). They handed me a pack of candies. <3

-Returned call and listened to one of the best birthday song ever!

(sang by my close friend) :D

-Chit-chat with 3 girls (YQ, SH, YL) in one phone. :)

-Before sleep, I spotted a tagged birthday gift, (a photo of me and dearly sister > Pei Yie) <33

Her efforts, her thoughts, her sweetness > :')

Love you, babe!

MORNING :

- The sky with the sea of fluffy beautiful clouds amazed me.

-Smiling

-Reached class. Almost everybody wished! lol

-Replied thank you(s) and self-wished at 8.55am (it was supposed to be at 8.43am blehh).

-While I was on my way back to DK, Carmen (orientation friend) startled me with a birthday shoutout (scream?) lololol

-Literally hugged her after that. ;)

-Suprisingly received a gift from Rui You after that. :)

-In the DK, Pei Yie (sister) passed me a handmade bracelet. :O

-Was suprised, once again. ;')

Days before :

Khim, what's your favourite colour? :D

I don't know. Why? :P

Tell! Please tell. :(

Nehh I don't know. Why?? :P

Tell lah. Don't be so evil.

Hahahaha :P

She found out herself at last. That was why the bracelet is orange in colour. :)

-At canteen two, I was about to order my lunch.

But while replying my high school friends' text messages,

Chai Siew Hui stopped me. o_O?

She.. .. ..

said

"PK PK! This is for you! 

*handed me a box of self-cooked-lunch*"

I..(shocked)

(speechless)

(don't know what to react)

(shocked)

YQ : PK! Faster cry, faster cry!

I.. (face was red)

(cover face)

(photos were being snapped by YQ)

oh, well.

Mannn.

It was soooooooooo unexpected to receive a gift like that.

GAHHHHH :')

Chai Siew Hui, your suprise plan SUCCEED! *cheers for you

Behind the scene :

(HEHE :P )

Chai Siew Hui, the girl above,

planned this for a long time without my knowledge.

I thought she was just joking when she offered to cook a set of lunch for me during my birthday as I shamelessly requested her to do so on January. :P

Well, I was just joking, you know.

I only received a birthday text from her the day before my big day,

so I didn't expect anything from her,

actually.

But god knows.

This evil little girl had plans set already in her mind. Tsk tsk.

Still, thank-you so much for the lunch (mayonaise-egg-tuna-bread), Siew Hui.

I lololololololololove it!

-Nothing happened during GP. (Phew! Thankfully~ :) )

-Had a replacement class for Pure Maths. :(

-Reached DK 2 and was finding for seats.

-Four A-class boys were trying to sing a song but I stopped them. (lol)

-Wai Luen passed me a beverage -Hot Chocolate(?) from Starbucks.

-Treated by both WL and YW.

(astounded)

- Rejected because I can't take it. I simply can't. :(

-Being threatened :( and received the beverage at last. D:

-I..

I was grateful.

Thank you, guys.

-YQ whispered something to Mr. Lee SC -______-

-Sensed something wrong. Grrrrr.

-Before the class ended, everybody (in the DK) sang.

- ( god )

- Can't stop being thankful.

Thanks a lot, people! :)

(Imma kill YQ silently one day.)

*smirks

From left : Xianghui, Wailuen, Yangwei and YoongKwong. :)

"Xie xie ni men." :)

Favourite photo of the day! :D

(Look! Both of us were in orange :D)

THENNNN!

*breathe in, breathe out*

I rushed back to hostel to leave my heavy school bag alone.

We- moi, WJ and YW took the LRT, heading to KLCC to our dinner destination at Pavillion. :)

As usual, all the crazy conversation never ends when it comes to three of us who do the talking. :P

YQ will be busy snapping photos,

whereas

ME and Weijan

will be talking-teasing her,

no one's business.

XD!

So our dinner was at..

ICHIBAN BOSHI

(located at the lowest floor of the building)

I ordered myself a bowl of noodle with the hard-boiled-egg-seaweed-chicken-meat-on-top.

Sorry, I am bad in remembering the names of the food :P

My Chinese birthday (according to the Chinese calendar) falls on the same day AS WELL. (coincidence huh?)

Mum said, it's better to eat a hard-boiled-egg or simply misoa,

just as a symbol of luck.

So I did. :)

Letting her listen to some recordings. :)

Before 8, Wailuen joined us (the girl's talk). He's the one who did the laughing most of the time, as we talked.

-Walked back to KLCC, heading to Charlie Brown, for dessert (?)

A pretty cute restaurant with many Snoopy merchandise! :D

It was nine o'clock.

We were the last few customers who still landed our ~~ass~~ there, talking and joking.

Hahaha.

In a short while later,

YQ passed me something.

A handmade card from YQ and WJ! :D

Awwwwwwwh <3 <3

From my expressions above (photos) you could tell, how was I feeling, at that time.

BEFORE WE OFFICIALLY STEPPED OUT OF THE DOOR OF KLCC,

we snapped trillions of photos.

We simply can't resist!

Simple (I-dare-you-to-poke-me) top from F.O.S

Skinny jeans.

Checkered belt.

Smiley watch.

Brown sling bag.

Hot Pink Balm.

-Hugged EVERYONE.

Thank YOU, Yuqing and Wei Jan for all the plans and hardworks JUSSST
to make me happy. :) :)
Thank you for always bringing me to somewhere that I've never been to before.
I am officially announcing this at here that..
you girls OWN all my first time. hahaha :P
Thank you for.. everything, girls. :)

<33

-Reached hostel safely at 10.55pm. :)

-Replying birthday wishes all over the social-networking-websites.

-Last birthday song from a close friend! :)

12.00am sharp.

Hello, 11 February.

13 February

It was Jeesin's birthday! :D

Her roommate, (Kelly) planned to have a birthday suprise for her at their own room! :D

SO I WAS PART OF THE PLANNER,

I was in charge of dragging her to my room, trying my very best to distract her from going up to her room.

When the time was up, I phone called Kelly to tell her that we were ready to go up!

Ahaha.

Approaching her door, she opened. (dark, without light)

Kelly-and-the-other-planners

POPPED OUT and sang

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D

When they sang the third line :

Happy BIRTHDAY to Jeesinandpeikhim. (Wait, ME??)

I was like. (omg, what are you guys doing??)

continues : Happy birthday to youuuuuuu.

They passed Jeesin a gift and passed me a plastic of..

of.. gift too.

Inside my plastic,

there is a birthday card and a pair of earphone.

Earphone is purple in colour. (Awwwh thank you, Kelly!) <3

Birthday card - wishes from every classmate of mine.

:')

Was suprised that all these people did this behind my back.

Gahhh I am..

touched. :')

Meanwhile,

19 February

Sherene Ng (my senior) bought me

THIS.

Thanks a lot, Sherene. :)

I didn't expect for anything in return when you need my help in getting your documents from the SPUS office.

I seriously, seriously appreciate the gift and the nail polishes.

Thank youuuuu! *hugs

Here's my gratitudes to allllll of you -ranging from high school friends to college friends to lecturers to strangers to EVERYONE I know :

Thank you very much from the bottom of my heart for EVERYTHING!

The text messages, the gifts, the songs, the celebration, the efforts. . <3

The simple thought of yours in remembering my birthday already made me very happy. Thank you guys, for being so awesome, so kind. :>

I simply can't thank you all enough!

Afterall, it was a really memorable celebration and it's the BEST BIRTHDAY I've ever had in my entire life.

What a great start of living a 9teen-year-old-life.

I'm truly blessed to know people like you all.

Feeling sososososososoososososo grateful. :)

Thank you,

once again.

♥ !

2012-02-26T19:23:00.000+08:00

Date : 25 February 2012

Venue : Green Garden and SSH's staff room.

Activities :

1) Picking up tiles. :)

2) Sweep and clean the garden area.

3) Help in digging holes?

4) Membajak tanah. xD

5) Chit-chat-tea-time!

Main objective : To volunteer. :)

Rewards : Self-satisfaction

At the end of the day :

Got myself a reusable-sling-BROWN-bag and loads of binding combs. :D

Feeling :
None other than awesome. :)

Plan to volunteer again?

Definitely. :)

Random?

2012-02-24T00:17:00.000+08:00

We didn't plan.
It was just a coincidence, fullstop.

PS : I finally got myself a pair of *NEW* sport shoes. <3

Apology ;

2012-02-23T01:27:00.001+08:00

Attosium readers.

First off, I am sorry for a thousand times for not updating my blog for a long period of time. I wasn't loafing around but studied for Test Four and trying my very best to catch up the syllabus. Gahh.

Both AS and A2 are killing. :/

ANYHOO, the birthday celebration post will be up SOON. No, I can't promise the date but I can only tell you that it's coming pretty pretty soon. :)
Sorry for the wait yeah?

Gotta run with my assignments already.

Toodles?

<3

Hello HANDSOME,

2012-02-14T01:23:00.120+08:00

Please be mine?

Sincerely,

Heart.

______________________________________________________________________________

Were you shocked to read this?

I guess not.

I know I was being lame so nevermind if you didn't get my "joke". Self-pffts.

Soooooooo. how was your Valentine? :D (Okay this is random).

As usual (per year), facebook's homepage was spammed with BASKETS of valentine wishes or the whatever-rate-me-colour-upon-Valentine's-day-status?
Oh my. They're pretty lame but people still shared it anyway.

Here's my repeating question : Did you enjoy celebrating Valentine's Day with your loved ones? :D

Boooo. I actually DID! With my lovely lovely girlfriends. :D Heh *grins

I had my first CHAtime at Wangsa Maju area, situated a few feets away from the LRT station. :]

The girls -Siew Hui and Wei Jan, (whom I believe are still single,ready to mingle :P ), planned to have the so called "love date" at the beverage-like-shop (mentioned above).

The dating was indeed a sucessful one. We had lots of random-sampat-moments as well as longlonglonnnnnng conversation (open-discussion) about any random stuff. We talked #LIKEBOSSES, we laughed #LIKENOONE'SBUSINESS and hell we did enjoy ourselves very much with the sweet heart-to-heart conversation. <3

Favourite phrase of the day :

"Thank god, you're still the friend that I first know. <3 You're still.. .. YOU!"

Ah Hui cheered. :)

Earlier, at college, couples were everywhere, holding hands (no making out in front of me - phew!), hugging and finally, walking with their respective couple tees. Canteen one was actually playing manymanymany emo-love songs that triggered emotions under the love atmosphere. :)

Gratefully speaking, I didn't receive any confessions nor love letter or even roses from anyone. PHEW! xD

Shouldn't I be upset?
No. (definitely xD)

I was far from emotional, near to delighted. xD ! xD !

It wasn't very pathetic to stay single at this age, don't you think so? 9teen-year-old-life can be real fun without a male partner, duhh.

(No offence to those who are in a relationship though :P ).

Worry not, I did not get myself hook up(!) with anyone, any guy, any smarty pants, any hot-melting boys but my girlfriends. <33

I'm a loyal girlfriend. HEHE.

Neway, hope I'm not too late to wish everybody,

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

and

~~HAPPY FOREVER ALONE DAY!~~
(ehh mistake)

HAPPY SINGLES AWARENESS DAY!
Aha.

To me, you don't need to celebrate this joyful-lovely day ONLY with your girlfriend/boyfriend/gayfriend/whatever. Spend time with your loved ones (which include your family, friends, pets, and of course, your lover). Don't treat them special "special" only on this day but EVERYDAY! :)

Love love them like a love song, baby! *quotes SelinaG xD

Totally agree.

Love them everyday, for no one will know what is going to happen in the next few seconds. Appreciate them. TREASURE THEM!

Hold them tight, and say, "I LOVE YOU!" sincerely. :)

Make their day! Cheer them up! Make them the happiest human beings on Earth. :D

I wonder how's the feeling like receiving a flower from your loved one?
:)
*daydream myself in another ten more years

Without further elaborating, I shall end my post with my wishful-thinking.

Have a good day? :)

ASAM LAKSA for the go!

2012-02-11T23:40:00.001+08:00

Randoooom hi- people! :D
I spent my first day of 9teen by eating HOT ASAM LAKSA (with my very sensitive throat) at the Little Penang Kafe.

Yeah. Just a short update and this post is TO BE EDITED soon by this coming weekend WITH PICTURES! :]

Los of love! <33

The 8teen self ;

2012-02-10T05:14:00.001+08:00

Looking back, I was already living as a eighteen-year-old-young-adult for ~~almost~~ a year. I am, always looking forward for the arrival of every 10 February as it is the date which I was destined to be here at 8.43am sharp, ready to meet the world.

As each year passed by, I've been living a (quite) luxurious life, by wearing the best dress ( I believe in Kajang), living the most comfortable house in the whole neighbourhood and even owned a gameboy at the age of seven. Yes, I was very lucky unlike any other kids out there who might be suffering from malnutrition or worse still, gasping for air to survive.

Indeed, time speed like no one's business.

As I grow, I am always with-that-kind-of-very-aunty-look whenever I'm in front of the mirror. Nerd? Geek? Half-bald-or-huge-forehead? Old-fashioned? Rounded-spec-girl? Whatever you name it.

I was actually quite proud of myself that I looked like any of the italic terms being mentioned above. Gees. (I AM WEIRD!)
Because I never believe that I am in the "pretty" category when I look at my reflection for a thousand, even a million times. So I kinda.. accepted the fact until now. (you know?)

Self-confidence was extremely low at that time, that was why. Believing in myself in anything that I do was rather a no-no for me.

Yep. I suck, I know. That WAS me anyway.

Let's skip this sensitive issue, shall we?'

Soon, I learned. From all the difficulties that I had, the inspirational posts that I found at tumblr, the life of the others, the stories of a stranger that were exposed to public, the opinions of different kind of person, quote-able sayings and so much more~
All these countless lessons were adopted slowly into me, myself, my soul.

"Being appreciative and thankful for things that you have" is never easy if this is put into practice. However, I'm trying my very best to stay grateful as I am now, by ranting less, and appreciate more.

I'm somehow grateful that I am born not too smart nor not too dumb, so as I can experience the feeling of being standing between the high and low level of intelligence in life. Knowing myself that my brain doesn't work like the speed of lightning, I actually work extra hard most of the time. At times, the exhaustion is undescribable, yet that never stop me from keep fighting, with a never-ending-spirit.

I'm grateful that I am not born to be naturally perfect figure nor deformed so I get to know, the feeling of being discriminated/abandoned by the society or being able to differentiate people who be friended you due to your appearance or the true people who will remain by your side when the rest are against you.

I'm grateful that the personal problems (family wise) that I had before this (12 years ago) actually made me a wiser person, in thinking as well as personalities. My heart and mind are being trained through thicks and thins after all these tough years. Yes, I made it through strongly. Pails of tears were shed, pains were remained as scars. That makes me who I am, today.

All these life's obstacles created a better understanding me, who continuously learning and never want to stop learning.

I wish I can read more, listen more and understand people more. I wanna be matured, I wanna be a good advicer, other than being a good listener.

(back to the main topic)

Being eighteen,

was never easy with a lot of decision-making going on and on in the head. This is the year that I realised the importance of travelling. Discovering each culture intensely deep was never a hobby for me. But, photography made me fell in love with that. Interesting huh?

Being eighteen

was all about freedom and growing up. You make your own decisions, you never rely to others for opinions, you must act and THINK FAST in order to get what you want. Being the very shy girl I was, I never stay an inch near to boys due to the fact that I was from a girl school previously. So it was all normal to feel awkward and all, but I learnt to be sociable by telling self, "Cmon, PK. Be you! You can overcome this. WHY YOU AFRAID AND YOU CAN FREAKING OVERCOME THIS.". After gazillion times of repeating this as a self-reminder, within a few minutes, I made (quite many) new friends, as easy as ABC. :P

Being eighteen

was all about being disciplined, independent and systematic. A good time management is a key to every successful man in life. (True?).The stress level must be balanced equally with enough self-entertainment. That's the way of living, isn't it? Being independent requires a strong mind. If you're ready to venture the world by your own, I can say that you're just at the starting point of being "independent". In studying/working life, staying away from parents always is a challenge to a easy-to-get-homesick person who currently is kilometres away from hometown but definitely not me. Perhaps I was used to the independent life at home? It's not that I don't love my loved ones at home, it's just that it's time to really grow up, to live without the protective ones and fly.

Being 8teen

was definitely one of the best year I've ever had in my life. Eventhough the birthday celebration that I had was all by myself, with a TV, a laptop and just- myself. And despite that my studies suckass like really SUCKASS, -,-
Oh, don't even come out with the word "how pathetic" please. I know myself well and and and. . . . . bahhh (I'm so lazy to explain)

Being 8teen,

actually taught me to treasure and utilise time to the maximum with our loved ones.

Being eighteen was all about trying new things in life.

As quoted by my Aussie cousin named Justine,

"Why should we wait to do/approach things that we love? Time wait for no one! Afterall, we are only young once!"

Her words always appeared in my mind no matter where I go. She actually inspired me to do things differently, never afraid to ask, never afraid to make mistakes, and NEVER AFRAID TO BE DIFFERENT!

That was why, I've changed much (appearance) from a totally 300% nerd, to a better-looking person who's STILL A NERD. :P I wanna try to improve myself in all senses - fashion, hairstyle, points of views, demands, personalities, too much to be listed here.
But the most important is, don't act, don't pretend and don't imitate. Just be yourself. Now, that's what that attracts people to get to know you, isn't it?
..

To sum my 8teen-year-old-life :

It was AWESOME. :]

Now it has come to a point of life that,

I'm finally reaching the last teen-age of my life.

I remember the last time my sister got herself into when she was nineteen was a relationship with a 7-years-age-gap-guy. It was a little bit shocking to get a boyfriend at such a YOUNG AGE (at that time) but what is even suprising is, they have not get married yet after dating for almost 10 years now? :B

Worry not, I'll definitely not following her footsteps. I have a pretty good life here. Why should I worry? :)

A fact that amazed me this year is that this year, my Chinese birthday and Western birthday are being clashed together in one date, whether it is a total coincidence or not, I don't know.

Just just just just.. feel that it's such a big big day to have both birthday together in one day. :)

I wonder how does it tastes like. :/

Here's a letter to myself, (just for myself)

Dear self,

Be at your best to enjoy life as long as you are still breathing. Make it the best college life ever by making more new friends, know them and create beautiful memories with them! Be humble and never take things for granted. Take compliments as well as critics to improve yourself. Be you, the you who is just you, no one else. Know what you want to achieve in life by discovering the pathway youself. Give more, -your happiness, your mercy, your smiles to those who needed. Cheer yourself up when you're down. Do NOT depend, depend only by yourself when YOU are the one who can help yourself in any situation. Seek for help from the masters if you're in a deep trouble. Never feel/look down at yourself and to others. Understand a situation deep enough before you start to judge. Never let stressdom to conquer your world so easily. Sing! if you feel tensed up, Sing! if you feel happy, Sing! if you are upset. Seek for photography or books to waste your time, not the social networking- time consuming websites. Allow the optimism to rule you, to control you. Say no to pessimism by always reject negative thinkings. Never think too much and ALWAYS expect the unexpected. You are beautiful in your own way, so never, never gets jealous at the slightest things. Be appreciative, instead. Last but not least, stay inspired and inspire others.

Happy birthday, self.

Love,

Me.

I believe I can fly ;

2012-02-06T02:21:00.002+08:00

Picture from : google

1) Life's distractions : ~~Laptop.~~ Maxis broadband. Bed. ~~Daydreaming~~.

Hi. I set rules for self. A day without twitter, facebook and dear blogger. Isn't that a simple task to do?

I believe..

it's a yes.

But hell, nothing much were being stuffed into my brain today. Chemistry?
Only chapter two and a few lines of equations uncounting the crazy lots of.. .. .. fainting facts.

Biology? I've started nothing yet. Ha.ha. CHEEEEEEEEEEEERS.

Testestestestestestestestestestestestestestestestest.

Man, I want to ~~die~~.
or perhaps,

I wish I am smarter.

As you can see, (refer to the 4th life distraction that I crossed out), thoughts can't stop coming in, imagination can't stop bring me to nowhere. Even staring on the wall while studying becomes interesting. *facepalm

That makes me a great thinker, I assume. What worse was, my head tend to land on the table after halfway reading facts and oops.

Of course, the snooze button of the red alarm clock of mine was pressed (i think urmm.. ) at least 5 times just to remind self that it's time to study but the so called "adventurous" dream happening in my brain was just too addictive to stop. #epicfail

The mood to study eventually disappeared since I reached home on Friday night.

2) Dear everyone,

Do you know the definition of home?

A comfy place to rest - our body, our mind with our family.

That's MY definition of home, mind you.

Undeniable that my Kajang room is not the best place to chew in facts. (okay. Noted).

or..

I ~~daydream~~ unnecessary-impossibilities too much. (okay. Noted)

Should get rid of this immediately. Come on, self-control.

3) Been reading many updated blogs recently. Those words in each stories are beautiful, inspirational. I see how grown-up my best pal is now. Her thinking, her maturity have reached to an amazing level which sparks me some jealousy right here, right now. She is climbing and improving herself constantly to a stage where all the adults are standing at current.
Afterall, it's a part of growing up, isn't it?

I feel so proud. :')

For the rest of the diaries I've read, I sense many things hidden, left unrevealed. There's something behind their life that is so mysterious which intrigued me. When you talk to people publicly, you only get to touch the surface, the surface of their biography, not knowing what's stored inside their heart, their brain - the real situations that are beyond expectation. If you're curious like me, you'll feel like knowing more, to the point that you wish to grab and shake the anyone to tell you all just to let your intense-desire-to-know die. But all this. takes. time.

Yeap.

That's apart of the reason that I don't practice "judging people by appearance". Judging without knowing the deeper side of a matter is brutally wrong.

The action of comparing self to brilliant people out there aroused after did the stalking-reading. All the self-esteem and confidence have dropped from three hundred to negative ten.

Been continually wishing this and that but not being grateful for what I have now. The life that I'm living now, the house that I'm living now, the things that I own now, the healthy soul that is living now. Why must I wish for more?

Alright. Self-esteem and confidence have boosted to five hundred percent again.

-Never expose too much of your weaknesses to anyone else.

No one is going to help you, but yourself.

Lesson that I have realised that it actually exists, lately. It simply is giving people a chance to look down sympathically at you, judge blindly, speechless, as well as smile helplessly at you.

5) I miss reading like a drug addict.

Speed-reading reduces tension within me. And it's nice to spend your time really focusing on a story that the author is trying to say. Probably, I'll restart this habit again by.. this month?

....
6) Have you ever wondered why would I type all this out?

My advice is, don't think too much if you reckon me being all emotional suddenly. I am not, in fact.

Just.. I don't like keeping these thoughts spinning around and it will be best to express them out here rather than jailing them in the organ inside my head. :)

7) I just don't get why some of my readers tell me : AWESOME POSTS with a thumbs up. *laughs

I don't think you'll say that word out loud ANYMORE after reading more of posts like this.

8) I am, yet smiling when I'm typing all this. Stress is immediately, DELETED! :)

9) Later in the afternoon, I'm going to follow my sister to her working place- The Mines Shopping Centre as to change my study location to overcome all these LIFE DISTRACTIONS mentioned above. I know, and I believe, that I can do it.

In the meantime, I'll spend my breaks by exploring the whole building, to search for new sport shoes that I want, checkered tee that I've yearned for, to discover beautiful things around me and restock my food supply at Giant hypermarket.

Note checked. note checked. note checked.

It will be all good.

10) Why not?

SUPER EGGS ;

2012-02-04T20:30:00.001+08:00

Proudly presents you my SUPER EGGS xD xD

standing proudly! #LIKEABOSS

Muahahahahahahahaha. xD

Kay, kay. Enough of the stupidity-evil-laughs.

It's 立春 (pronounce as Li Chun) today! It was believed that "Li Chun" is the starting of Spring according to the East-Asian calendar. It begins when the Sun reaches the celestial longtitude of 315° and ends when it reaches the longtitude of 330°. :)

Here are some facts > http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Egg_of_Li_Chun

I was greatly inspired by my dearly current classmates and my nephew, who were so excited about all these standing eggs -photos that they posted up to facebook. Jeez.

Now, I have my sets of eggs, STANDING TOO! xD xD
Speaking of following the trend. xD

Smiley-eggs. :D

Hehe.

That's all for today.
Till then!

♥

All well, ends well ;

2012-01-29T03:29:00.000+08:00

Read back my old archives. All of them were either craps or rants or perfectly random blogposts which were full of ENTHUSIASM.

*salute self

I WAS THAT ENTHUSIASM once upon a time. :P

Now? -old already. BOH LATT LIAO!
hahahahahahaha xD (if you can get the joke) xD xD

Anyway, some of my high school friends came over to my house for a cny visit three days ago. It was during a pretty HOT afternoon, where the Sun used up his best energy to generate the best HEAT for us. -.-

But THAAAAT never stop us from munching all ze cny cookies and fried nuggets though. :P

And after the short chat, eating and endless-photos-session, Su Ann, drove us to Yoke Wei's house for another cny visit! :D

We did not sit for long as Su Ann has something later on in the evening.

Like how the usual CNY routine, we did NOT miss the chance to.. ..to .. .. ... to... ..

gam...ble.

(for the sake of fun :P )

Jinks.

One Lup? Black Jack? Tong Ngao? (Slave Beef) lol

Mehh, I played them all :P

I won most of the rounds for Black Jack. This is all thanks to my gameboy skills that I USED to master and hella yeah, I'm still a pro. *coughs *COUGHS

HAHAHAHAHAHA. Couldn't stop praising self. Slap me? HEHE.

Meanwhile, I sound so relaxing, don't I?

I'll be having Pure Maths test on Tuesday, Applied Maths and Physics on Thursday, GP on Friday yet I'm still very chill-laxing, don't I?!

BAHHH! K.BYE.

P/S : I wanna have a collection of self-potrait one day.
PP/S : I mean, self-timer NOT ~~camwhore photos~~. Or potrait-photos by other photographers. Perhaps?
PPP/S : I'm still VERY enthusiastic, btw. Gees. See you at college! :3

Accuracy is exploded ;

2012-01-28T21:03:00.001+08:00

So I've found an interesting website last year, sat for a personal quiz, kept this in draft for months, unsure when to post this.

It's a simple physchology test, which the results suprised me. Serious, no lie. Kinda accurate, I must say.

Get to know yourself better. (The one highlighted in itallic pink means I agree.)

Your view on yourself: You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

The Real You

Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

What type of personality do you have?

Here's the analysis :

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

Sources :

http://www.quizbox.com/

Do you think all these matched my personalities? Perhaps you can try taking this quiz?
I'm sure the answer will be more or less, THE SAME.

Blehhhh.

Day 2 of the Dragon Year ;

2012-01-24T23:57:00.078+08:00

FOOD. Needless to say, the meal was more than just heaven. (Y)

Wanna know something cool?

All of us were on skype with our Aussie families the whole entire afternoon instead of the usual yearly calls. Since it's expensive to make phonecalls, internet certainly has made our life so much easier!

Two-laptops-at-the-dining-table, two webcams pointing at you.

(You have no where to escape. Muahaahahaha *random laughs)

So whenever we talk, we tend to look LEFT and RIGHT WHILE eating. (lol)

It was really nice, exchanging new year wishes,
as well as
sharing different kind of Malaysian-Aussie-jokes?
xD

This dog here named - Popper is an ultra shy creature

whenever a camera is one inch away from her.

She is, however obedient and nice.

She doesn't bark as she wish,

she doesn't growl when she sees my presence.

Best of all, she never attempt to pretend to bite me or chase me whenever I look at her.

Hahahahaha :P

I told you that she's a camera-shy-animal, right?

I PROVED YOU WRONGGG!

because..

...

I managed to snap a photo with HER.

Yay me?

HEHE.The photos above were just SOME of the shots that I snapped today.

Well, I'm putting my CNY photography session to an end here.

Gotta start concentrating on serious task (you-know-what) now, otherwise I'll really faint after this Sunday.

NEVERMIND if you don't get me.

I am not expecting you to understand anyway.

Gees.

Imma end my post with this emo photo!
(unedited, because I don't know how to and I want the photo to be natural)

Rate? :)

Day 1 of the Dragon Year ;

2012-01-23T23:54:00.019+08:00

Cooooookies. :D

Family photo.

I can't gurantee you there will be photos for tomorrow and the next few days.

I'll.. .. .. try my best? :)

CHEEEEEEEEEEEEERS :D

BOOM BOOM BOOM!

2012-01-23T01:15:00.000+08:00

Most of the time,

my brain will be full of the creative-CNY-wishes!

But

not this time.

Hence, to cut long story short,

Happpppy Chinese New DRAGON Year! :D

♥ ♥

Photography shooting #1 ;

2012-01-20T00:00:00.414+08:00

On the same day itself,

I had a photography shooting, which was rather unofficial, with a photography friend of mine! :D

Mind you, I'll be mentioning the word "photography" for many times, and THIS is a pretty long post with many large photos and ~~rants~~ words, HENCE, please bear in mind that if you do not wish to read, you know what to do. Don't say that you have not been warned!

Actually, my intention was to travel alone, lazy-walking around the college, looking for nice photography spots.

At first, I didn't know that Yuqing wanted to follow me lazy-walking while photgraphing because she was having her society meeting right after the class, so I thought she wasn't going to accompany me as she was busy? :( I'm so sorry, babe!

Perhaps next time? :) We have 10 more months to stay at this college, so worry not! :)

Since my friend, (from the photography society) is interested to join me for the shooting, I was glad that maybe we can share our expeiences and our deep understanding, as well as knowledge in the world of photography.

The shooting started off at a place full of bricks! and green trees! It is the place where I had my first few orientations at college, where I still remember clearly that Mr. Keong gave his motivational speech in that huge lecture hall. Totally unforgettable.

Now before I proceed to the photos, let me introduce YOU my photography friend.

Nod nod? :D

JENG JENG JENG! *drum rolls

There you go. :)

At first, we were clueless on what to snap. Soon, he came out with a nice idea, about closing our eyes for a few seconds to imagine the image that we want to snap.

Here (below) is my shot, using my Nikon Coolpix s8000.

and his brilliant shots, using his Panasonic Lumix DMC-FZ5 point-and-shoot camera.

His shots are amazing, aren't they? According to http://www.flickr.com/cameras/panasonic/dmc-fz5/, the megapixels for this camera is only 5. (just like my current cell phone) o__o But look at the photos!

I- myself love how detail the object is in every inch of the photo. (kalah, handphone aku.) xD

Later on, we exchanged our cameras, to try photographing with a different viewfinder.

His snapshots, using my camera. :)

I was very impressed by his works, needless to say. It's horribly cool to see such beautiful photos being produced by just a simple multifunction-compact-camera like mine. In all honesty, I neh-neh-neh-never know that my camera can snap pretty photos like that. Never know that. *shakes head

As we proceed, we went around the building, trying to find for inspiration. Being the typical, blur me, I asked a lot. Like really really a lot. My non-stop-questions were mainly about the Rule of Thirds, the ISO senstivity, macro features and composition of the photos. He's the experienced one here, if I don't ask him, who shall I ask, right? :P

Thankfully, he is not annoyed by my ???question??? marks???.

I HOPE? :/

I can't seem to find things/views/objects to snap when I walk around that particular area.

Nothing popped out into my mind, no idea, no creativity, no inspiration,

NOTHING.

Certainly, I saw interesting textures, vivid colours besides cool plants. Butbutbut I just didn't know how to compose each and every of them nicely through my camera lens.

To snap a good photo, you need to find the ANGLE. The best angle of the object, of the model, or the scene. Usually, I snap randomly and press my shutters release button for at least a hundred times just to get a nice shot of the fascinating subject. :3

There was this senior, who's my brother's buddy, a married man, who is good in photography as well. At Hangzhou, China, he was the one who tutor me about the White Balance settings, ISO sensitivity, and the shutter speed- aperture control. He noticed something in me when he was observing me snapping photos with my Nikon camera. He said,

"You tend to press the shutter release button at random. When I look at your photos, you don't have a specific or definite object. I often see blur and confusion. I don't know what you want me to see."

I hesitated and thought.

It's true.

"Some of your shots are brilliant. But YOU must know what you want to snap. Like me, I snap things that I think is rare, and unique. Something that gives me the mind-blowing feeling whenever I look at it. So, try searching for the object that you want to snap, not any random shots that brings no meaning behind it."

I analyzed his words.

It's true once again.

Then, I came to relate that with my life. Every of his sentence exactly was describing the life I'm having now. My future seems to be in a confusion. I don't know what I want, I don't know what I want to achieve, I don't know what I want to be. I chose psychology because I'm a people person, but there are a lot of discouragement, and unsupportive views, which caused me to sit down and think again.

Brother suggested me to do jobs related with environment? The usage of renewable sources to save natural resources -stuff like that? *sigh

(soft patting self)

Shots from my senior at Putrajaya. :)

I really really need to find my aim no matter in photos or my future, this time. No more slow pause, PK!

.......

Back to photography,

I fancy him to be my senior. The him -refer to my brother's buddy (just incase you forget. :P)

He did not laugh at my mistakes, he corrected me by giving loads of advices instead. He never stop encouraging me to snap as much as I can (he lend me his D40 btw) eventhough I was given a sour face by *coughsbrocoughs*. He patiently taught me to shoot all kinds of photos -reflection, people, silhouette, low-light, and scenery. It was really a nice experience, to hang out with my brother's friends. They gave me uncountable laughter, fun and knowledges. I was grateful to get some training from another senior photographer, eventhough I'm just a slow slow slow-like-snail learner.

Just a few days before we came back together from China, he told me,

"You like close-up photos, don't you? Anyway, it's a good start! You are a quick learner! I see a lot of improvement in you, keep it up!"

:')

Two shots above were taken by Mr. Ho (my photography friend) :)

First photo was simple! YETTTT, there's something in this photo that gives me a kind of nice feeling. Those photography kind-of-feeling, you get me? ;D

As in for the second shot, it is enough perfect. I brought my miniNikoncamera neckclace, so he snapped this common photo (that you can see almost everywhere at tumblr, flickr or weheartit.com) using his Panasonic Lumix!

Are you awesomized by that photo already?

Take that! Haha :D

I am very proud to see the minicamera that I'm holding. :D Feel even extra extra proud when there's a Nikon word, there. :D

...

To kill my puzzled face,

I was given five choices : Objects. Texture. People. Plant. Sky.

This challenge was accepted with a wide smile of mine. Talking to self,

"Objects. Texture. People. Plant. Sky."

I look at the objects around me. No.

I look at the texture. Bricks, stones, straps. No.

I look at the people. No. no. no.

Sky? The cloud ain't pretty. So a big fat NO!

Of all the messy-grassy location, I spot a quite interesting mini ~~plant~~ flower. A flower called "Niu Fen" according to my photography friend. (direct translation : Cow's Dung)

Funny name, isn't it?

His comment on this photo : Eeeek! So pretty.

I literally gave him my best LOL-ed face, I tell you. *laughs

These cameras above were our tools through the entire photography shooting.

Now you must believe that, not every good shots come from Digital Single Lens Relflex cameras. :)

These are a few of my favourites. :) I know, I never is good in being people's model. My face ain't pretty nor photogenic! I was blurred in these two shots, so it's definitely alright for me :P.

This photo - was taken originally from Nikon camera of mine by him WITHOUT a single photo editing at all.

Focus. Blur background. Bright colour. Rules of third.

Another thumbs up photo! :D Good job, dude.

Again, he made me believed that good shots do not come from the camera, they come from a skillful, experienced photographer. :)

Overall, it was an abrupt photography outing. I'm sure that we'll do this again, at different spots maybe? :)

This photography dude-friend of mine taught me manymanymany new terms, things that I should know in photography. Rules of thirds, ISO sentivity, macro features (that I never know!), the widescreen selections, the colour adjustment settings, angles and composition.

Banyak kan, banyak kan? :)

*extreme delighted face*

Yet again, I thank god for granting my wish for a perfect weather without any single drop of rain. I thank my photography friend who is willing to join me for the shooting, who is willing to help out anytime when I'm in difficulties.

"I told you that you will gain dissapointment and learn nothing from me but it was the opposite. Right? Now you should believe me." :)

Well, I was very satisfied with my works that day, eventhough I just started to learn. As goes by the saying : Every pro starts low! Hahahahaha :D

Hopefully, I'll see improvement in myself soon.

In my next photography outing (at college), another photography friend of mine, named Qiyao might join us!

*cheers*

Another great photographer whom I can learn from. :)

To sum up my feelings from above, I enjoyed myself being a photographer and

it was an amaaaaaazing day!

Red Day ;

2012-01-19T23:42:00.002+08:00

SPUS GOES RED, people!

Upon the arrival of our Dragon Year according to the Chinese Calendar, the whole SPUS was officially redredRED, baby! xD

It was such a good idea to have this kind of event to be held at college. It feels nice and GREAT(!) to see so many people wearing the same-coloured-shirt like we're going for rally or something. *jokes

Even, most of the lecturers were in red! Gees. The canteens are decorated with fake firecracker , the top of each stall is hang with red-prosperity-chain-of-papers and basically, the whole college is blasted with RED!

Speaking of RED! , most of you will think of.. ...

Chinese New Year.

Yes?

It's a no for me. I just don't have the mood to celebrate another brand new year yet! Seriously, I don't know why! *scratch head

Last few years was the year of rat, then ox, tiger, rabbit then now what? DRAGON?

Good god. The last cycle of the zodiac - DRAGON was during 2000.

The year when I was 7.

Wowowowowowowowowowowwoo.

Time speeds like crazy huh?

In the last cycle, I was merely a kid.

Now?

I'm a grown-up young adult! Woots. I miss being the young me. Fun, awesome, the life with no worries! Yet, these are irreversible process that was gained. All I have now is just the memories. :)

Aaaa. That was my past, my history.

I WISH. I wish that I can turn back the time. Better yet, I wish I can freeze the time, go back to the year when I was a standard one pupil, saying hi sheepishly to new people.

I'm pretty sure that, I'll smile, and of course laugh! at the silly little me, without specs? :)

But reality kills my dream so

Anyway! I have a sort of like an ~~incredible~~ idea in mind.

How good it will be if TARC/ SPUS goes.. ..

....

......

........

GREEN?

Hehe, justsuggesting!

Byebye.

P/S : Photo credits : Lowyuqing :)

To-own-list ;

2012-01-17T00:50:00.001+08:00

This post is probably too girly,

hence this whole piece of junk can only be read by girls.

Guys?

Haha. You're pleased to excuse yourself from here :P

...

Not like I have a lot of guy-readers anyway. Probably none?

Oh well.

Mind you, I am not bored.

I'd want a to-own-list since ages?

So here goes :P

1) Printed tees.

Preferable -sayings-quotes-beautiful phrases.

Best - with a picture of camera/s? or photos. Any graphic that is related to photography is absolutely fine!

:D

I've been searching for these tops for quite some time :)

I found one (the one with camera) at Times Square last August but hell, the top is sprinkled with too much glitters.

Ewww.

Yeh. I hate glittery-tops.

Just just just..

eww.

Lace up oxford flats

2) Self-painted shoes , comfy flats, high-ankle boots, gladiators, as well as lace up oxford flats.

Hee.

SELF-PAINTED SHOES!

I have two pairs actually,

a pair was painted and gifted by my best friend <3

another pair,

was painted myself :/

Ohh it was ugly with the mini footprints and sudden ladybirds on the side.

Gahhh, no one would even want to notice them! :X

However,

the trademark-face-which represented (ME! xD)

and the simple greeting (hello) behind

was rather satisfying.

Gees.

Skipppppp this.

Speaking about flats, I've been wishing for a very very very very i mean,

VERY COMFY-vintage flats,

But the sad case is,

it's pretty hard for me to find the suitable pair for myself,

due to ~~my gigantic feet size~~ you know, grrr -,-

As in for high ankle boots, nehhh.

Those are just going to appear in my dream.

Imma not buy them, not until I have enough cash though. :B

Lace up oxford flats!

MMMM!

I love this.

I want to buy this for myself,

as a reward,

if I managed to score great results for AS.

IF.

Bottom!

3) Skinny jeans-colourful pants-leggings

Eversince I've gained weight, (remember?)

I don't think

I mean,

~~My thighs are too fat to fit in a skinny jeans!~~

Ish.

Hahahahahahaaahaha :P

4) HEADBAND(S)!

Oh yesyesyesyesyesyes.

So-so-so-gonna-buy THIS! :D

Hee.

5) Earrings.

Bangles.

I love beautifully designed earrings.

Floral-but-NOT-waxy-those kind of earrings,

Cute earrings like mini froggie, ribbons, couples, or SMILEY are fine. :P

Then then then!

I want 6) RINGSSSSSSSSS :D

Errr..

My interest in patterns of rings actually depends.

7) Belts?

Hats?
Sunglasses?

They are not in my rush-to-own-list anyway.

So skip!

8) WATCHHHHHHH D: D: D:

I need this.

Ini adalah keperluan, bukan kehendak. :/

For the heck of fun, I wish to own ALL these 9) neckclaces.

Hohoho.

*tamak-haloba face

THIS one.

Woots. woots. woots.

Imma buy this.

IMMA BUY THIS!

next time. :/

10) Photography notebook!

It will be super super nice if I have my own photography book,

where I can jot down all the experiences and the details of snapping a random shot perfectly.

<333

11) Inspirational novels?

Thus far, I've not came across ANY real-inspirational novel, YET.

I'll find them soon,

I hope.

Lalalalalalalalalala.

So many wishful-thinkings,

so many things to buy!

Butbutbutbut,

money tarak.

Nevermind!

I'll soon earn, and buy.

Just wait

and

SEEEEE.

Hootzah! (self-cheers)

Ohh these two photos above are non-related to my blogtitle today.

This is a task that I want to accomplish, in no time.

I WISH,

I WISH,

that I will wash/print out all my photography shots,

arrange them in a randomly manner,

paste them on my wall,

I can look back

at all the memories I had,

the shots that I have taken,

the mistakes that I made,

the people that I love,

the self who's currently improving to a better person,

and last but not least,

the awesome life that I'm having right now. :)

Hehe.

That's all for now.
Bubye!

Wanted/Wished FFR Part two ;

2012-01-08T12:22:00.001+08:00

Remember this?

My ex-roommate has officially shifted to another place last December so I'm getting a new roommate! :X

I was believed that my *coughs*new.roommate.*coughs* has moved some of her things to the room a few days ago.

I was a little bit shocked but guess it was alright.

God saw my blogpost, I bet. He answered and had gifted me a really good roommate previously.

Sincerely now, I do not want to wish for more, because I can't thank enough for the dream that had came true before this.

Just ~~hope~~ wish my upcoming roomie is number 3, 5, 6, 7, 8 and 9 person :P It would be really nice if she can stand my no.10 condition which is ~~snores~~. (if I do) :X
Oh Boy.

And the should not(s) list should be perfectly obeyed :P (hehehehe).

IF NOT,

*evil cackles*

Nehhh, moi is not that evil. :P
I think I most probably will be shot dead if she happens to see this. :X (jokes)

By the way, I've came across this at weheartit.com

WHAT A JOKE.

No offence!

This is very mean yet hilarious, I would say xD

Hahahhahaha. Worry not, I'll not do that to her for sure. :)

Last but not least, I hope she's a nice person to stay with. :)

Picture from ;

Xoxo;

Resolutions of the year!

2012-01-07T22:20:00.003+08:00

Definitely be a better person.
Gossip less, listen more. Analyze and recorrect people's mistakes.
Study smart and WORK MY ASS OFF for my studies this year!
Never ever give up. NEVER.
Applied what I've studied in daily life. (Please please please please pleaseeeee)
Enjoy COLLEGE life to the max yawww! (So going to do this! :D )
Speak more fluent English :)
Be 1234567890% DETERMINED! B)
Save 50 bucks per month to add up into DSLR-fund-raising-collection :)
Be nice to everyoneeee! :)
Be excellent and ENTHUSIASTIC in everrrry-thiiiinggg I dooooooooo! =)
Give my best commitment in whatever I am going to participate this year :D
online LESS- simply means : Blog-less, tweet-less, facebook-less = stalk-less. And soon enough, I'll become.. .. .. life-less xC
Improve fashion sense! IMPRRRRROVE :D
Be systematic and organised *remind self. Oh come onnnn, PK.
A better person in deciding. (You need to grow up, girl)
Think before you speak. (Always do that, PK)
Smile moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee than anyone else > :D :D :D :D :D
Control feelings. Complain less, LAUGH MOREEEEE :)
Achieve FANTASTIC results for A-level! (It will worth it, PK. WORK SUPER SUPER HARDDDDDDD)
Don't just say, PROVE IT!
Do NOT compare yourself. You are good enough!

That's it. I wish I have more though :P (will add up if I thought of any, heehee)

It was

for my 2012 this year. Apparently, ALLLLL my friends -high school/college/whoever had a sort of like ~~GREAT~~ new year all EXCEPT me. -_-

As usual, I stayed at home, rotting, fake-cheering in front of the TV and computer screen, wishing everyone a happy new year wishes via twitterfacebooksmses and stared back at the TV screen, watching Lady Gaga getting an award for herself in her very weird (yes, WEIRD) uniform which looks like the UFO disc.

Gahh! There was no fireworks nearby my housing area which was a pretty sad case to me, as the years passed by, people are getting less productive and they WOULD rather stay at home, updating their respective new year status than having fun. -.-

Gahh one more time!

I was all moody, of course. Thinking whether.. why am I stuck here alone where else part of my Aussie family were actually having a great fireworks photoshoot as well as roti canai for supper at a Ampang condominium, near KL.

Needless to say, I didn't join them because I had no transport to fetch me there and I was soooooooo brilliant to think that there will be no LRT during midnight which I was wrong because Wei Jan said the LRT operated until 2 o'clock in the morning. =___= (smack self harder) Aaaaaaaa.

Gahh gahhh gahhh!

Continue being moody, I was like holding the.. .. .. ..

all the time, which in fact(!) I almost complained that my new-year was pathetic not until a person talked to me via facebook. ;]

Gees.

I was multitasking at that time. Multitasking - folding hell money, watching the late VMA awards, talking to my sister and chatting for hours with a photography friend of mine. :)

It was supposed to be superrrr boring but but but thank god someone came to ~~kill~~ ease my boredom by just a random hi! :D (self-hoorah)

Hours of chit-chatting and teasing and sharing stories and exchanging opinions. The conversation was rather fun, I would say. :] Thanks to you, whom I shall not be named, it was a great new year chat! :)

Moving on, 1.1.2011 was a day before my brother's official wedding ceremony at Malaysia. Throughout the whole day, I was busy packing and cleaning my room, the house to make sure that it is perfectly clean! *glass sparkles

My sister-in-law was teaching me and my sister in the afternoon on how to put on makeups! Lulz. Sucks to be moi, I am no a fashionista :X

While in the evening, my sister and I were rushing to the Balakong's Jusco for last-minute-shopping and to buy ourselves the err.. temporary-contact-lens for the big day? :B

Ahhh. It wasn't easy, the procedures were complicated, to.. to .. to... put the soft lens into my left-right-eyes, and .. and.. and...

nahhh. notgoingtotellyouwhathappened :P

The day after tomorrow was the you-know-what-day (will blog about it) and the day after the-you-know-what-day was the day I packed my stuffs back to HOSTEL.

Oh joy -.-

Eheh. This is a belated post btw.

I think, that's about it? TILL THEN! :)

♥ ♥

I am a busy queen ;

2012-01-05T01:18:00.001+08:00

For real.

Greetings, readers. I'm here to post some updates about my current life and hope this will not bored you to death if yes please get out of here or to be polite, do click the (X) sign in red at the above RIGHT of this page.

Note taken?

Thank you. :)

So you know, my brother has got himself a beautiful China wife, as stated.

WELL CONGRATULATION BRO. 

Please get me a baby boy or girl to cuddle with, SOON :P

Life has been super hectic and busy for me! From day one I started my college life for semester one until the end of the day of 2011, even after the New Year. The word "bored" simply can't come out from my mouth as my time is fully occupied 24 hours, daily.

Yeh, that includes sleeping, eating, walking, travelling, laughing, and so so on.

It was really pathetic to see no new year resolutions being posted here like how I used to do it yearly.

No, I did not forget to have plans, I just simply don't have the sweet time to blog them out.

Serious.

Well, maybe by this weekend, I hope. You'll see a post about how I spent my new year, together with the to-do-resolutions. Nothing interesting happened but it was at least NOT very boring but somehow enjoyable. :)

If you noticed, I have *counts* THREE previous-to-be-edited-posts pending, left unwritten and uncomplete. (which I'll do it when I'm free).

I sincerely do not want to miss anything that left a huge impact in my life, which I shall call them as memories. And these memories should be jotted down, so when I looked back,

at least I know, I had something beautiful once before in my life :)

....

The day before yesterday, I came back to hostel RELUCTANTLY, missing my room at Kajang once again. Hence, the study cycle starts again. (oh no)

I cleaned the room, without the presence of my roommate, trying to make the room homely and as comfy as possible, telling myself that,

"You can do nothing now but to stay strong, miss independent!"

Wednesday (yesterday) was the first day I went to college to officially start my A2 syllabus. Guess what?

The timetable as usual, is forever hateable. (I hope this word exists somehow)

Nothing's nice at all, when it comes to Wednesday's classes. I'll be having 3 EPIC continuous torturing killing science subjects lectures in the morning and ended with 2-hours-oh-sorry-but-it-is-really-boring-Moral-Education.

Picture from ;

Oh, I wanna swear.

Looking at the timetable makes me feel very tiredddd :/

On the bright side, the lecturers this semester are okay, I suppose. Nothing has really changed except for Mr. Hoo. D:
He's not going to lecture us anymore, not even tutorial or practical! D: D:
I feel sad but at the same time, I failed to be an excellent student last sem during his lectures so serve me right.

SHAKES HEAD.

FAIL, PK FAILL.

Ms. Chong (bio lecturer) has a baby girl now ;) The temporary lecturer that replaced her looked and sounded strict, yet nice. She'll do well in teaching us, I hope?

Mr. Siva is still the old man that I knew, the very nice, knowledgeable man that I respect, NEVER stop stressing us out by making an announcement ;

"We'll be having class this Saturday, you know. Hahaha (laughs alone)"

My immediate reaction was :

What the FREAK! You MUST BE kidding me, aren't you?! *wide eyes

Undeniable, it is a fact. School replacement this Saturday, slap my face please!

All my plans to have a very last time spending one night with grandma, and my Aussie family failed miserably.

GAHHHHHHH. *murders

"There will be exams after the Chinese New Year holidays, which is around February" said the lecturer.

(-____-)

Worse still, I just got to know that I'll have only THREE days of Chinese New Year holidays this effing awesome year. Great news for everyone, I can't hang out with my high school friends anymore.

*trying to chill-self*

The feeling of stress on the first day of college absolutely SUCKS! Although meeting back the people are such a pleasure, but all these shits are really really. . . . . . . depressing :/

Exams are everywhere, I have no idea whether how am I going to cope with my studies this time. *sigh

I need strength, a motivation to make me say,

"Hell, I CAN DO IT. 

I CAN'T SAY I CAN'T BECAUSE I CAN".

Back to the point, time management is still the issue/problem that most of us are having now. Being able to differentiate the entertainment and serious-ness clearly is pretty tough once procrastination has attacked your soul before. Whether or not you're going to be a great student or lazy-ass student this time, it all depends on you, PK.

Work hard for it.  

Please, for your better future.

You know, every minutes that has passed did scare me when I'm typing all this. Heart was pounding real hard when the it was twelve. Nervous sweats were dropping one by one when I heard the non-stop tickling sounds.

Time killed mentally.

....

Anyway, it will be my very last family gathering tomorrow at Kajang. I'll be going back home to meet them after my class. This will be the real farewell and I'll miss everybody which I'm very sure of that. (sad)

Now let me end this post with this ;

Picture from ;

"Do not allow the stress to control you. Control the stress instead."

Signing off ;

Brother

2012-01-02T00:39:00.002+08:00

is going to marry today.

*fireworks*

-To be added soon- :)

Dear 2011 ;

2011-12-31T22:39:00.000+08:00

Thank you for being so awesome all this while.

Sincerely me. :)

-to be edited-

Family outing ;

2011-12-31T22:37:00.001+08:00

-to be added soon-

:)

Mid-Autumn Festival '11 ;

2011-12-31T16:44:00.001+08:00

The pictures say it all. I had a spectacular time, celebrating with my hostel-college-mates (a combination of part of D and A class students), eventhough there are just a few of us, we had a great time together :)

It was funnny, how the security guard stood by the roadside, observing us carefully arranging and lighting the mini candles one by one. All I could sense was.. .. the excitement on his face. :P

As you can see from the photos above, lantern spirit never leave us alone. :) We found ways to hang them up even there was no horizontal rod/wire around the hostel. The festival could not have done without the display of the colourful lanterns.

Being bored, all of us circled around the hostel area while singing and enjoying ourselves by looking at the sight of the moon :)

Lastly, we dismissed ourselves at midnight, clearing the stuffs up to go to bed.
The end.

Bukit Bintang FTW ;

2011-12-31T04:01:00.001+08:00

(Movie, Lunch, Outing)

Hellow yellow, readers! THIS is the pending blogpost that I had promised to post. Truly apologised for the awful late-delay!

So here goes, once upon a time. .. .. .. .. on the 4th of November 2011, *now playing : recalling back song*
which fell on Friday, I had a major exam. The day where Physics was the last subject that I sat for as far as I could remember, the morning was plain horrible.

Being all moody and all, we actually planned a birthday hangout for Yuqing (as promised) at Bukit Bintang area. In Wei Jan's mum's comfy car, we discussed the answers and doubtful questions that we faced all the way to Setiawangsa station.
We headed to KLCC's Chilli's for lunch. Suprisingly, we saw no one at the restaurant which showed that we were the early birds to reach there for lunch. Yuqing thought we booked the whole restaurant specially for her. Haha :D

All the above was my first time. My first time spending such a relaxing time with the girls, my first time to enter Chilli's.

After having the satisfying lunch, we walked around the KLCC, at the same time sending our dear friend, Siew Hui to the LRT station :)
We stopped by Kinokuniya bookstore, to just look around. I did not plan to buy any, but bought Galaxie Magazine at last, as a reward for myself, for finishing the exam stressfully without much hardwork. *pat self.

Later on, we rushed to Pavillion to purchase movie tickets to watch.. .. ...

You got it.

The front part of the movie was *yawns* boring. I almost gave this a 3 silver stars upon 5.. not until I watched the climax of the movie. It was exciting, heart-pounding, cute and touching :')

I love this kid the most! He stars as Max in the movie, real name : Dagota Goyo :> :>
His sparkling eyes are the best weapon to make women shed their tears, I tell you!

So when the movie lasted, I rated it 4.2 / 5.0
Not that bad right? :P

As time passed by, it was time to fill our tummy again! This time, we went to Yuqing's favourite "Cafe Takahashi" at the Tokyo Street, floor number 6 of the Pavillion, KL to have our dinner :)
Tokyo Street was almost like heaven! The camera shop itself already made me drooled like a fool.

No joke.

We had a really great time, talking and stalking people using my netbook :P
Camwhoring was definitely a must thing for Yuqing, as you can see her blogpost HERE .
A more descriptive a-day-out outing was nicely explained there. Go read it.

I enjoyed myself a lot with them around. There is this undescribable comfortable feeling to spread out anything when I'm with these two girls. I guess, they listen, they give advices, and best of all, they are always there for me whenever I need them. ;)

They are my study partners, my crazy partners and of course really great friends to be with! :)
I'm very grateful to meet friends like them at college! Destiny had tied us together and this friendship will go to no end!

Last but not least, I hope my dear friend, Yuqing,

enjoyed the lunch and dinner, as well as the crazy priceless laughter we had that no one could ever imagined on that day.

Happy belated 18th birthday, sweety!

;)

Early-on-stage-Alzheimers ;

2011-12-24T05:03:00.000+08:00

No, I did not diagnosed with that disease nor any of my family did.
I just so happened to forget the day instead of date when I'm living in China. I don't remember the day (at all) because I was actually counting down the days left to go back home or in another way round, I only see the number on the dates. In all honesty, I swear that I didn't know that tomorrow is a Saturday. Serious honest.

The pathetic news is I have another ~~two more weeks~~ less than fourteen days before my semester break officially comes to an end.

Gahhhhhh nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

*bangs head on the wall*

The trip to NingPo and Hangzhou this time was different, not to say very fun due to the EPIC cold weather. My legs were all shaky whenever I was at outdoors. We had every of our meals 2 hours earlier, following the people there, so as our sleeping times.

During winter, the Sun rises at 5.00 in the morning and set at 5.00 in the evening. That's why I said, it feels different to stay there.

However, I got to observed the winter clothing fashion and also got to taste LOADS of nice food there :)

All thanks to my brother, he never fail to bring us somewhere nice where our tummy woul be definitely satisfied. He even stuffed me bowlS of rice without even considering the side effects. Ha, if my face is getting rounder than round, I would treat him my fist in return. >__<

Joking.

Haha. I kind off adapted to the lifestyle there. The traffics are always busy with vehicles. Buses without horns are unusual. Noise pollutions are everywhere. (the horns are very irritating). Nonetheless, I like the zebra crossing (though the people there don't really pay attention to the traffic pedestrian light), because it was well designed and it's unique. (I'll show you guys the photo next time). Imagine there are 4 zebra crossings at a junction. Isn't that something interesting?

Another lifestyle that I dislike but I HAVE TO accept is the spitting habit. *ewww

It's quite normal for us to witness men spitting but women? Oh god. It was the most disgusting scene I've ever came across in my life. Spitting in front of public is enough gross but spitting with sound?

*shakes head

Better don't imagine, I almost puke whenever I recall back.

Well, every country has its pros and cons. Hangzhou is quite clean compared to the last time I been there, which was around.. 2005? Brother said the workers will sweep away the trash on the floor (especially plastics) where ever they saw any. Their recycle bins are quite efficient as well. Not all, but mostly yeah. The place has grown into a huge city, surrounded with tall buildings, apartments, shopping malls and not much skycrapers yet for now. Cars are on every edge of the road. Less bicycles, more car :( As the trend is changing, the bicycles are displayed for the public to rent whenever the citizens need it. How nice right?

I've tried the MCD outlet as well. Hoho :P

The burgers are definitely better :P I get to try yummy food that they don't sell at any of the MCD outlets in Malaysia. :D

I've been to and fro via Air Asia. All I could say is, the service provided was quite good. It's just that the seating place is way a little bit smaller and not very comfy for me. (I know I'm demanding but it's the truth :/)

Otherwise it was all good. The female stewardess seems to be lesser when I came back to KL. :(

Weird isn't it? I was supposed to be happy to see so many male stewardess which in fact, I wasn't happy at all. I prefer looking at hot-looking-fluent-speaking-female air hostess rather than the males. (UNLESS there are good-looking-ones) Hohohohohoho :P

The part I like Air Asia the most was the way the aeroplane landed on the lane of the airport. It was perfectly smoothed and it feels different compared to MAS Airlines. Although AirAsia aeroplane did rotate the plane a little when we - the passengers were high up above the atmosphere, which actually freaked me out a little, but it was a fun experience. Haha :P

Ohhh! Did I mention that I get to sit by the window and hence I get the chance to snap photos and observed the most beautiful sunset ever? :')

The feeling was amazing!

Just for your info, I've reached Malaysia safe and sound, perfectly healthy at 8.10pm just now at room temperature of 26 degrees celcius. *pilot tone

As my Aussie families have already arrived to KL a few days ago, I can't wait for Christmas.

CAN'T WAIT!

*full of excitement and enthusiasm face*

Brief goodbye ;

2011-12-11T23:35:00.001+08:00

Since December 1st until now, I was having a busybusybusybusybusy week, planning for outings with friends, go back to college, preparing for my bro's wedding and the list goes on.

I did not revise (re-study) much, to be honest. I seriously don't know how am I going to face semester two :( *sighhhhs

ANYWAY, skip the moody-frustration part.
This babe,

you-know-who :p

came to my house to pick up a novel of mine yesterday morning.

It was 10 (which was not very early, nor very late), I thought of inviting her to come into my house.
Out of my expectation, she said yes! OMG :O

Usually, she is really busy, need to rush back to do her own stuffs and all.
But suprisingly,

she's very free and has nothing to do to be particular.

Hahaha.

So we sat at the living room, showing off my netbook to her (hohohoho sorry) :P

And we talked a lot bout our life,

sharing the HOT (yexextremelyHOT) guys in facebook :P,

telling her all my pains and gains.

She understood clearly, like how she used to be :')

I was pretty grateful that we took this precious chance to have a really long conversation, while flipping through my photos throughout the year of 2011 :)

Screw all my study time. It's definitely worth it, spending time, explaining one by one to her.
:)

Of course, she did not come alone.
She brought her sister and a kid named ADAM along :D
The very cute kid.

After talking for like almost 2 hours, (eventhough it was short, but I am satisfied)
she gotta leave to fetch her mum :)
Thanks for coming, babe! I appreciate it very much! :D
(hugs and kisses)

Love ya! :>

Last Tuesday, I went to Balakong's Jusco to meet up with..

her :D

We didn't plan where to go at first, so we strolled around the Jusco first floor until we realised that we had actually circled the whole building for a multiple times.

Feeling awkward, we found a nice place to seat (in front of the Speedy shop), to continue our endless topics :)

The more we talked, the more awkward it was because
Wanying said we should instead settled ourself at a restaurant. Haha

So we chose a (I forgot what) restaurant, ordered our respective drinks and continue our talking routine xD.
We kept on talking-stalking-talking-stalking-like-we-own-the-restaurant like that.

My life, hot girls, her life, and all :D

We sat there for 3 hours ++ I guess xD

It was really fun, meeting up with her, talked to her about anything. :)

Then, we headed to the theatre to watch

You Are The Apple Of My Eye :)

A very sweet-humorous movie indeed :)
I'll give it a 4.2 starts upon 5 :)

A few EPIC moments in the movie was..

1) Every story has a fatty. And..

A-He is the fatty in my story, said the narrator.

LOL

In a way, I think it's amusing, and feel bad for that character when the narrator said like that.

Hahaha.

2) Situation : The main male character was studying English.

He chanted out loud the words, trying to pronounce each and every sentence correctly.

It was already late at night.
His neighbour got annoyed and shouted :

HEY!! *angry tone*
The guy replied : I WANT TO F***K YOU!
Neighbour : I WANT TO F***K your MOTHER!

Guy : LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!

Lol. Very random and weird?

What the hell. *laughs*

It was very funny, (maybe you don't get me but yes it was!)
I laughed out really loud, it's like as though as I never laugh for ages!

It's a good way of releasing daily tension anyway :b

All the photos are taken from
> http://joshuaongys.com/2011/11/you-are-the-apple-of-my-eye-movie-review-taiwan-jiubadao/

You can read the brief synopsis on that site if you want :)

It was a fun day, hanging out with you, babe :)

On the way back,
the sunset was beautiful.

I was in the car, mind you. That's why I can't get the best angle :(

Very nice, isn't it? :)

A few of my silhouettes photos :)

So, tomorrow I'll be leaving to China with my family to meet my brother and her wife.
Will be living at somewhere near Hangzhou for 11 days without facebook, twitter, blogspot, youtube, not even google.
~~Screw it!~~

I was a little bit pissed at first but it's okay, PK.
You have your note book, novel, mp3, you have your camera, worry not!
That's how I comfort myself neway. :3

I,
sincerely hope, I'll have a good time there.
Seriously.

I don't want to end up coming back home with a sour face!
Hahahaha
Only god knows why :P

Meanwhile, incase you guys are wondering/curious or maybe not (I think too much),

I had a new hair cut.

Wanna have a look? :P

...

...
There..

you...

go..

TILL THEN, PEOPLE.

xx

Moi Seniorss :D

2011-12-11T23:26:00.001+08:00

Hohohohohoho. Let me introduce you! MY SENIORs in highschool and college.

DRUM ROLLS PLEASE!

Sherene Ng Poh Li! *claps claps

Hehe :D

She

Is smart
Is pretty
Is smart (yea, no doubt)
Is kind :D (YES BABEH YES)
Is extremely helpful! She helps me a lot, no matter in encouragement words, pass year booklet questions, advices or even motivational supports
SHE IS JUST AWESOME! :D

Sayang dia! :D

MAP 2.0 effects.
Picnik ROCKS :P

Nerd VS Fashionista.

Hahahahaaha :D

Cross process by Fotoflexer :)

I personally love this photo :)

Beautiful senior of mine. Click this photo to go to her blog!
Her blog is a one great place to explore as well :)

Another senior of mine is.. .. ..

JOYCE!

Sherene's classmate :D

I just got to know her recently.. which was.. this year.
She added me as a friend at facebook at first :D
She is friendly, nice, and pretty! :D
Feeling great that someone like her would want to be my friend! :D
Hahahah. Nice knowing you, Joyce! :)

Knowing them is such a great pleasure.
However, I'll not be seeing them again next year :(

Well, I hope for the best in their degree studies and good luck in their future undertakings :)

Wanna hang out then CALL MEEEEE! xD

Heehee.

(To Joyce and Sherene) :

You girls are now free from A-Level! It's my turn, *sobs
Go ahead and catch your dream despite all the circumstances!

Don't stop believing!
Thanks for everything :)
Do keep in touch no matter where you go :)
I'll definitely miss smiling-waving to you all.
Love love!

Xoxo;

:)

Week 28 ;

2011-12-11T23:26:00.000+08:00

It has been fantabulous that my college life - semester 1 has OFFICIALLY ENDED!
Boooooo the merdeka-relaxing days are over :(

The torturous year is gonna begin at anytime :(

Let's ignore the unhappy rants, shall we?
Here are some group-individual-photos :D

With dear Miss Chan, our Bio tutorial and practical lecturer :)

This was at Jusco.
Me, Yee Leng and Yi Qing went to Wangsa Maju Jusco to release self-stress after getting back our horrible results. Yeah :/

There you go. The awesome Mr. Chong! :D

Jing Wen And Rui Ni :)

Ah Hui said,
"Look at this photo! Three of us have grown so fat!"

:X

Hahaa *laughs alone

Jeremy's unexpected birthday celebration :D
He was happy, I guess? :D
Had a nice lunch and talk with the boys & girls :D

Mr. Lee.

The lecturer that I always mentioned here.

Group photo :)

With my GP lecturer, Miss Choo Chew Jynn :)

Mr. Hoo! :D My Physic lecturer.
Good lecturer :D

Mr. Keong, my Chemistry tutorial lecturer :)

Last but not least,

Mr. Sivaaaaa :D
My Chemistry lecturer :D

Hehe.

Semester One was MARVELOUS.

Yes.
M.A.R.V.E.L.O.U.S.

♥♥

Ex-classmates gathering ;

2011-12-05T17:50:00.002+08:00

1) Ice Room, Bangi

Just a very short gathering before we leave to our respective colleges, university and matriculation centre :)

2) Papparich, Kajang

Of all the thirty two(s), only nine managed to come!

She was my formonetwothree classmate :)

Still remember, she was the first person I said hi/introduce myself/ to in 2006 :)

(Look at how skinny my friend is, make me feel like I'm no longer in the skinny category :B )

3) Tutti Fruitti, Kajang

Meeting them back is love! :)

Note : I've grown to less skinnier but a little bit fatter, don't I?

(especially my face)

Super super fleshy alright.

Grrr. Should stop eating too much now.

Somehow, I proved to the world that I! (the once upon skinny PK) can become

a fat-fleshy PK.

Heehee.

It's just up to me whether I want to look rounder or sharper.

Damn,

I need to stop the habit of sitting after eating!

Ciao.

Unspoken topics ;

2011-12-05T17:24:00.000+08:00

It would be nice if you guys can try your very best to avoid yourself from talking about these issues in front of me to avoid any awkward situation unless we're close enough.
Thanks a bundle ♥

1) Beauty.

2) Look.

3) Appearance.

4) Intelligence.

5) Relationship.

6) Ylimaf.

7) Talents.

8) Confidence.

9) Self-esteem.

10) Sensitivity.

Definitely not being emotional here as this is just my random thoughts :)

Picture Talking #4 ;

2011-12-03T15:03:00.000+08:00